Michael Ellegion <firstname.lastname@example.org>
Jan 29 at 10:11 AM
Update on Shelby (my Twin-Flame) & I, and the Challenge I have been facing (by Michael Ellegion)
I wanted to Update everyone on my email list since I left the West Florida area around the middle of Dec. to be with Shelby, my Twin-Flame, in New Smyrna Beach. It was, indeed the most incredibly “Blissful-Ecstasy” experience, to put it mildly, that I have ever experienced in this lifetime.
[Because of the fact that many times some of you on my email list have, periodically, not been able to receive my email blasts [because of some “glitch in the time-space continuum”, I have added below this email, the forwarded email I sent to everyone on Dec. 11th: “I Finally Met my Twin-Flame—WOW!!!! (or) Who is this Special, Awesome, Gorgeous Goddess of my Dreams Who stole my Heart (by Michael Ellegion)”]
To attempt to be as “brief” as possible, I had called Shelby a few days before I left on Greyhound to go visit with her. And I told her that I was strongly guided to do a more “personalized” version of the “Cosmic Color Meditation” with her every day while I was visiting her. Interesting enough, Shelby had also been guided to ask me the same thing, of wanting to share this with me everyday while I was there, and this was just one of many examples of how “telepathically/psychically” attuned she was with me since she & I had first met at the Cosmic Center on Nov. 11th.
I had attuned to her & my past lives together, as tantric partners, working in the very ancient “Tantric-Oracle” temples and along Mother Earth’s Harmonic Grid. Most people do not know that in very ancient times before the imbalanced forces literally erased most people’s generic memory of this, of the fact that both of these very sacred “Traditions” (the original Tantric temples and the Oracle Rainbow temples), were once combined together before the imbalanced forces separated them apart].
I remember when Shelby & I, and other former tantric & Twin-Flame couples, would perform these very Sacred, joyous and powerful chakra color tantric meditations & ceremonies. These were very fulfilling on all levels of our being.
For those of you who might not know what the “Lotus” position is: This yogic-tantric position, is definitely one of the most intimate, sensuous & erotic positions for tantric & Twin-Flame couples. The man sits in a yogic-cross legged position, with his female partner sitting on his lap, with her legs around him, with each hugging the other as closely as possible. This very close embrace also allows both partner’s chakras to be totally against each other’s. If done totally in the nude, and each partner individually, and together ,“decrees, Invokes and visualizes” all of the colors of the “Cosmic Color Mediation”, this allows very powerful joyous feelings of intense orgasmic blissful ecstasy (to put it mildly!!!!) to be experienced simultaneously by both tantric& Twin-Flame couples, as intense wonderful “kundalini’ energy flows up and down each partner’s spines.
It is so unbelievably, indescribably blissful, that there are almost no human words accurate enough to even attempt to describe what Shelby & I experienced each day. But, at least, one can get a little bit of an idea how truly blissed out that we both were, all during the week long (several hours each day) daily “Cosmic Color Mediation”.
When I had first spoken to Shelby over the phone to go visit with her, I also very strongly had tuned into the fact that the Nature Kingdom/Fairy Realms, were all very excited about Shelby & I doing this much more “intimate & personal” version of the mediation. They actually remember Shelby & I, and other Tantric Twin Flame couples, who in very ancient times, performed these joyous ceremonies all over Mother Earth, and interacted with the nature spirits.
What most everyone does not understand, because most have totally forgotten this fact, that both Mother Earth, and the Nature Kingdom, actually Thrives upon intense loving, tantric sexual orgasmic energy, which only Twin-Flames are capable of generating. And the more intense the sexual orgasmic ecstasy is between these couples, the greater is Mother Earth’s and the Nature Spirit realm’s joy and fulfillment, and because of this, how much more balanced is Mother Nature, Herself.
This was all an intricate and important part of the original Divine Feminine tradition, which the imbalanced forces attempted to make everyone forget about this very important original sacred knowledge that once was quite known among the early civilizations.
In fact, there is a very “subtle” reference to this very ancient tradition, when actually both the Tantra & Oracle temples were actually one and the same, in the movie, “Next” (with the actor Nikolas Cage). He plays a very psychic “remote viewer”. After he meets his “Other Half”, and they enjoy intense tantric love-making (also known as “sacred sexuality”), suddenly, his “normal” psychic ability of being able to see into the future about five minutes, has now been increased by several days.
So, as stated, this very important and sacred tradition of tantric Twin-Flam couples, who were the original planetary guardians to Mother Earth, experienced indescribable, exquisite sexual & emotional attunement and levels of bliss that most humans, today, would think would be impossible to attain, and sustain for not only hours, but even for whole days at a time.
Yes, most have long since forgotten just how extremely blissful were these early ceremonies, for the couples, and for Mother Earth and the entire Nature Kingdom. This was the most powerful and joyous way, that was a normal, common practice, and that was when Earth was originally a Paradise, Golden Age civilization.
So one can understand why, especially, today, that the Nature Spirits were so excited about Shelby and I doing this very ancient ceremony once again, since it has been so many thousands of years since a loving tantric Twin-Flame couple actually not only performed such a wonderful ceremony, but to also do it as it originally was done.
And one can also see, why after a full week of performing this incredibly blissful ceremony of ecstasy, with Shelby, that it was a complete “emotional shock” to my entire being, when I was forced to end this whole thing.
As it turned out, when Shelby had invited me to come visit her, she had been somewhat “vague” about what her schedule actually was, and had been so excited about me coming to visit her, that she obviously “spaced” the whole thing, in her desire to be with me, and kind of ignored what really was occurring as far as her own schedule right after she saw me for that entire week.
I found out that she had promised her partner, Jasper, that she was going to go with him, for at last the next few months, to do the shows, in other parts of Florida, that she has been doing for the last year or so. These are truly very spectacular “color shows”, where Jasper, using very special and powerful color projectors, will project huge color “virtual reality” patterns at night on the side of tall buildings, while playing accompanying music. Jasper showed me a video of just one of their many shows, and I have to say, he is quite a “creative wizard” what with his incredibly colorful displays that he and Shelby have been doing for the last year or so since she first met him and started to help him put on these awesome shows.
And I can tell, as Shelby has shared with me, of the major “emotional challenge” that she has been faced with. That, on one hand, Jasper, who is a “soul mate” to her, while I am Shelby’s Twin-Flame, or “wild card”. I use the term “wild card”, because I knew that Shelby was also suddenly having some intense “Inner conflicts” in regards to this fact. That she has been in a very loving and “secure, stable, supportive” and soul mate relationship with Jasper for over a year. To suddenly, then, have all this challenged by meeting me, her Twin-Flame.
Because, now, suddenly, all these even more intense feelings of love & magnetic attraction were flowing through her, and she wanted to experience more of what her and my “chemistry” allowed, that she couldn’t just experience with the soul mate relationship with Jasper.
But, as stated, this other aspect or dynamics of her relationship with Jasper, had allowed her to experience a much more “emotionally stable” relationship that she had not experienced when she was much younger physically, and along with Jasper’s very supportive and loving parents and relatives. I could compassionately understand much of her “dilemma”, of the
“emotional challenge”, of not wanting to “rock the boat” with them, because of them being so loving and supportive to her, and here I come along, “challenging” and stirring up much intense emotions, that only with a Twin-Flame relationship, can cause “conflicts” in which life path that she was going to finally, ultimately choose.
In fact, right after I had first arrived at Jasper’s and her Duplex apartment, I had specifically asked Shelby a question to see what her response would be. And the question was, if she had to choose [ultimately] between her greater passion; 1.) of being able to be involved exclusively with a metaphysical, cosmic Higher spiritual path, with me, as verses the other choice, 2.) of her choosing the path that she had been on for the last year or so, that fulfills her “2nd passion, or purely creative path, of just doing these creative color shows, with Jasper, which would she choose.
This question that I asked her, was really intended to just be more of a “philosophical” question, not one that was intended to “put her on the spot” or to “pressure” her in any way, of what she, herself, truly wanted to do if she had the ultimate ability to create her future “Destiny” and for her, on her own, to decide her life path.
But without even the slightest hesitation, she answered that she would definitely choose the Higher metaphysical, cosmic spiritual path with me.
Yet, on the other hand her own “emotional struggle” and/or challenge that she had to deal with, ever since physically meeting me, was her very caring and compassionate nature, of not wanting to cause Jasper, her ‘soul mate’ partner any emotional pain, considering that as I shared in my last email to everyone, of how she had become emotionally involved with him after his own girlfriend (an earlier soul mate) had left him to go join the Hare Krishna’s. And she did not want to cause him another or 2nd broken heart.
And this is also why, as I shard in the earlier email, that because of an initial “conflict of interest”, of my own concern of causing Jasper any emotional pain, that I had almost cancelled her Reading with me. But as I also explained, I would still have to explain why I was cancelling it.
And as it turned out, because of going ahead and doing it, and having a chance to more personally speak with Shelby right after I finished her session, that this allowed Shelby and I both to be much more completely open with our intense feelings and powerful chemistry that we felt for each other, which resulted in her and I having quite a few very intimate & romantic phone conversations with each other, Which in turn, caused Shelby to invite me to come visit with her, and to do those incredibly awesome ceremonies and experience a blissful week of pure ecstasy.
But the obvious conflict, of course for her, was that on one hand she truly did love Jasper as her soul mate, while also experiencing these newer, more powerful feelings for me, her Twin-Flame. And she was obviously having difficulty, in being able to now suddenly “balance out” her life. And I have much “unbeareable compassion” for her dilemma, and understood this challenge that she was facing.
I told her more than once, in my unconditional love and devotion for her, that I would never, ever, put pressure upon her to end her relationship with Jasper, no matter how intense and powerful my feelings of love and attraction were for her. That I truly loved her unconditionally, as only a true Twin-Flame couple is capable of experiencing. I would rather be forced to be alone, physically, without her, than to cause any pain or emotional distress for Jasper.
I truly meant this, and this here in, lies the so-called challenge for so many of the Twin-Flame couples who will also soon be physically meeting their own Twin Souls, who may just, as with Shelby & I, be presently in a Soul Mate relationship, and yet this is, as I Am told, part of the “Cosmic Life Script” that is starting to play out right now on planet Earth.
I was also experiencing a little “emotional” challenge of my own, because I actually liked Jasper when I first physically met him right after I first arrived at his home, where Shelby and he has lived for the last year in New Smyrna Beach. And I flashed back to former lifetimes, where he and I had been friends and fellow initiates in the mystery schools, and former Knight Templers. In other words, he and I only had very positive and friendly lifetimes, never “at odds” about one another nor being in love with the same lady, as was now occurring, (which Jasper had no [conscious] knowledge of).
And yet, as I had tuned into so intensely, his Higher Self was totally okay and fully understood what the situation was regarding the Twin Soul reality, and that Shelby and I had been Destined to meet. And it was, as was even pointed out by Shelby, herself, to me, that if it had not been for her first meeting Jasper over a year ago, in Ohio, and of her moving down to Florida, to be with him, she would never have been able to finally meet me.
And I kept psychically feeling and picking up on the fact that Jasper, himself, was soon going to also physically meet his own Twin-Flame. That it was going to occur soon, at one of his many scheduled Color shows on the side of buildings, with it most likely going to occur somewhere in Florida, with the Miami and very southern area of Florida where he had scheduled his next several shows over the next several months.
As Shelby’s and my week of “pure bliss” came to a close, right after the final day, Dec. 21st, the Winter Soltice, Jasper told me that he wanted to experience a personal Transformational Channeled Reading of his own, which I scheduled a couple days later.
I suddenly felt some “apprehension” regarding doing a session for him, because I sensed that some things might be channeled from Ashtar and the Higher Light Forces that was going to somewhat “clarify” what was going on “behind the scenes” that he might not consciously want to know about, regarding his, Shelby’s and my relationship, that might be very “uncomfortable” and/or “awkward” [on a conscious level] for all three of us. I wasn’t sure, exactly, what was going to be discussed or brought up, but still sensed that at least something was going to come out that was related to the whole situation.
But I went ahead and did his session, and sure enough, as I was coming back to full consciousness, and was remembering all that Ashtar had shared with him through me, I did suddenly feel very awkward, not only because of what was discussed for some of the Reading, but the amount of time that was spent focusing upon the subject of “Twin-Flames, Soul Mates”, etc. Ashtar specifically explained about the fact that he was soon destined to meet his own Twin-Flame, who would join him for his shows, as well as the fact that Shelby, who was definitely his soul mate, was also my own Twin-Flame, and of the whole “Surrogate” nature of why this whole thing was playing out as it was, etc.
Well, when I had tuned into the possibility of some things being mentioned, I certainly wasn’t expecting Ashtar to spend so much time on this info., and how much was emphasized regarding this whole thing. My own reaction to what had occurred, caused me much “Inner” emotional conflict, because I knew that Jasper might totally reject what was shared with him about his relationship with Shelby, etc.
Jasper, in fact, did not accept [on a conscious level] what Ashtar had shared, and he was obviously very shocked and emotionally upset about this new “relationship revelation”, and he got up out of his chair, mumbling in shock and awkwardness about these statements. And I could tell, that he was not only having extreme difficulty at even accepting it, but was somewhat angry about this info. stating that he was not Destined to be with Shelby, who as his soul mate he obviously had fallen in love with and cared for her very much. And I also knew that Shelby loved him as any soul mate could. So to hear this info. that contradicted what he had [consciously] assumed was his Destiny had to have been very challenging and upsetting to him, and I knew that consciously he wasn’t open to have heard any of this particular info.
I attempted with true compassion, to “put myself emotionally in Jasper’s shoes”, of what he must have been thinking and feeling.
And as he got up from his chair, he didn’t say much, but made it clear of his own opinion, and also mumbled something that if it had been any other man who had heard this, that they probably would have thrown me out of their home. And he also infered that he thought that I had possibly “used the session”, or at least influenced it with my own conscious desires and beliefs to force upon him my own personal agenda regarding Shelby.
I truly felt bad about this. And, for the first time in over 35 to 40 years of doing Readings, wondered if, in fact, despite all the “protocols” that I have taught for years in my Channeling classes, about making sure that one’s own conscious opinions and concepts, do not influence what is being channeled, had somehow filtered the info. that Ashtar, himself, was channeling through me. I seriously wondered, as stated, if because of my own intense feelings and attraction to her, because of her being my Twin-Flame, had this very unique situation caused me to somehow “influence” what had been brought through.
When I asked a couple of other very psychic individuals, about what they felt regarding this possibility, for the first time, because of my intense emotional feelings for Shelby, if this had, in fact, somehow caused this to “influence” the clarity of what was being received, they did not feel that this was the case. But I still felt awkward, considering that hearing this info., especially for the first time must have been [on a conscious level] so shocking and difficult to even except.
Voltra, the cosmic psychotherapist, brought up the point, which when I thought about it, and meditated about it, I realized that It did make sense. That on one hand, had nothing ever been mentioned to Jasper during his session regarding his situation with Shelby, that being the kind of compassionate and caring person himself, and the kind of person, that once he has committed to a relationship with another (and in this case Shelby). Because of being obviously very devoted to her, and not one to easily be “unfaithful” in anyway, even when he had met his own Twin-Flame. That because of his attempt to “stay true to her”, he might possibly “interpret” his even stronger feelings of attraction as merely some “emotional distraction”, because of his heart having been hurt once before, and not wanting Shelby to also be hurt if he “gave into” or “surrendered” to these other, newer feelings of love & attraction to this other person. He may have assumed that he had, already, met his “Other-Half” (Shelby), rather than her just being his soul mate, as the concept of “Twin-Flames” as compared to just soul mates, appeared to be a fairly new concept to him.
And this point had been mentioned about how this whole experience was also a “surrogate” experience, of helping other Twin-Flame couples who would suddenly be meeting their own Twin Soul, even though they were still, in or had just met the soul mate that they had been with for only a few years or even just a few months. And then, suddenly, will be brought together with their own Twin-Flame, and what kinds of intense “emotional challenges” that this situation could cause these couples to have to face.
Even though Jasper had obviously chosen to reject most of what he had heard through his session, he attempted to still be friendly with me, and to forget what had been shared during his Reading, as it only made him feel uncomfortable (the “20,000 pound gorilla in the living room” Twin-Flame situation, that he obviously did not [consciously] want to deal with). And it was obvious he was just trying to be as friendly as possible, and did not want to allow the info. to create any “walls” between the three of us.
I did notice, though, that after his Reading, from then on, he was being careful not to allow Shelby and I to be alone at all, as compared to prior to his session,
Also, as I was very quickly about to find out, in regards to his & Shelby’s scheduled departure to leave to go do their shows. I had mentioned earlier, because of confusion in Shelby’s mind about what her and Jasper’s show schedule departure date actually was. It became clear that because Shelby really did want so bad to be with me, that she did “psychologically spaced” the whole thing. She had not wanted to acknowledge just how soon she and Jasper were actually leaving to do their shows.
As stated earlier, after having been operating with Shelby for a whole week, in only what can be described as an elevated high state of vibrational- ecstatic “pure bliss”. To now, for me, to suddenly be pulled back down, vibrationally to where I had been operating before Shelby’s &I had shared so much, so deeply & so intimately, for that whole week. And, so, as I now understood what happened, as Voltra explained it to me, that for me, this sudden shift, which was so sudden and intense, caused me to experience an intense emotional & psychological type of shock, and as in the few times that I had ever gotten sick, it was because I had experienced some kind of intense “emotional-vibrational overload” to my entire system, which obviously caused my immune system to shut down, and this was what initially caused me to get sick. But this was even more intense than any of those few other instances, but it was still not obvious until a few days later, when it finally “caught up to me”, with a second thing occurring that was also a shock to me as well, as I will explain in a little bit.
Jasper’s parents, who were also very close to Shelby, came in from out of town, and they and Jasper’s other relatives also arrived. I had heard that they were probably coming in right away, but Shelby thought that for some reason I still had a room to stay in even while they were there. As it turned out, of course, I had no room and I was told by Jasper, that I needed to leave right away, and that he had attempted to relate this to Shelby, so that she could let me know the situation.
I could see how some of the schedule, regarding Jasper’s parents and relatives was a little unclear. And Shelby, being one to always be “positive and hopeful (as in “the glass is half full, verses being ‘half empty”), had somehow thought that there was supposedly going to be an an extra room at the Duplex, where I had been staying for the week, which would also allow me to continue staying there.
I do not in anyway, blame Shelby, for not properly updating me on what the actual situation was, as far as how long I was going to be allowed to be there, because had I known on a conscious level, how sudden and abrupt our week long “ecstasy-bliss” would come to an end and that I would have to leave very suddenly, I would not have been able to relax and really enjoy my time with Shelby, in all that we shared on every level of our being.
Also, what is interesting, is that usually when one is enjoying themselves, that time seems to always “speed up” and things seem to be over too fast. But, for Shelby and me, it was as if time actually “slowed down”, as if she & I in our intense ecstasy-bliss state, had transcended time and space, to operate on some other dimensional plane or realm of existence. I can’t really explain it, except that that is what occurred, and it seemed to go on much longer than just a week of “chronological-linear time”.
For me (at least it seemed that way on the conscious level), this sudden shift from such a blissful state of ecstasy, to now have to leave, was not only unexpected and disappointing, but also extremely challenging, emotionally. As well as, now, I had to decide where I was to next travel to, as Shelby was forced to now suddenly focus upon helping Jasper to get ready to go with him on their scheduled journey. And because of the situation, I could feel her somewhat ”emotionally withdraw” [temporarily] from me. Not because she wanted to, but because she had responsibilities that she needed to do, to fulfill her life right now with her present partner, Jasper, and because of her promise to help him do these upcoming shows. So I understood, compassionately, her predicament..
Never-the-less, for me, it was as if, my whole essence suddenly felt like I had “emotionally crashed and burned”, because of this sudden feeling and shift in what was happening in my own life.
I felt so much love and compassion for what Shelby was struggling with, of what she had to do, which was in conflict with what she also felt for me, and all I could do was just keep sending her so much love from me on all other levels, even if I could not, now, tell her what I was feeling.
But, for me, the sudden realization was that I, technically, at that moment, had no place that I could go, because I had assumed that somehow, at the time, that I was just going to stay at Shelby’s for awhile, not, of course, realizing that it was now not possible to stay there any longer.
It was then that the only possibility that came to mind, that I would go visit Anne, the elderly woman in Texas, who had originally psychically predicted about two months before my “Cosmic Center” event on Nov. 11th, that I would physically meet my Twin-Flame, Shelby, which did, in fact, occur. And I had spoken to her quite a few times over the phone since then, updating her on everything, since she, herself, was not connected to the Internet. She had, in fact, invited me to come stay with her when I was guided to do so. I really did not want to, only because she lived so far from Florida, where I feel that I Am supposed to be until I can finally be with Shelby.
So I called her, and purchased a greyhound ticket over to her very small town of Big Spring, and I left Shelby’s place on Dec. 27th. That last day of being at Shelby’s home was very awkward, because I could feel and sense what an “emotional inner conflict” that Shelby was going through, and that because of forcing herself not to be so obvious about her feelings for me in front of Jasper, and especially Jasper’s family and relatives, it was very difficult for me as well, since I knew I had to also be much more “subtle” about my feelings as well, since Jasper’s family and Jasper were all hanging out at his home. Unlike in the beginning of her & my week together, when she picked me up alone in Jasper’s conversion van at the Greyhound bus station.
The conversion van had tinted windows, so one can easily see out, but no one can see inside, and Shelby & I had total privacy, and she and I spent a few hours being very romantic and intimate together before she took me back to the Duplex apartment where I stayed for the week.
This time, partly because the van was being worked on, I could not say good bye to her in a more personal way. And, in fact, I waited for a cab to pick me up to take me to the Greyhound bus station. And considering the “awkward” situation, I was not even able to hug Shelby and say goodbye to her, as I wanted to so much, and I could tell that Shelby was trying to outwardly act “emotionally detached” from me, but I could tell that she was struggling to keep from crying and to appear just as a “friend” saying goodbye to another friend.
As the cab pulled away from the curb, all I could do was watch as I last laid eyes upon my beloved Shelby. And I saw Shelby turn suddenly looking intensely in my direction, as she waved at me very vigorously with her hand. For a second, her and my eyes met, and felt the intense love that she beamed at me at that moment, as I very quickly waved back at her, and attempted with a sudden movement of my mouth through the window of the car, for anyone who can read one’s lips, I just expressed with the movement of my mouth, I said, hoping she could read my lips, “I Love you!” And in the next instant, she passed out of my view, as the cab drove me toward the greyhound bus station.
I just felt so strangely “emotionally numb” as it took a couple more days before the full “emotional shock” of what I had experienced fully began to hit me, and that is when I “emotionally crashed and burned”. And felt really sick, physically.
But then, as I finally arrived in Big Spring, TX, after two days of traveling on the bus, and was picked up by Anne in her car, that I was about to have another intense “emotional shock” to my system, which I certainly “didn’t see coming”. I had no sooner arrived at Anne’s home, when suddenly, it was as if from having felt that Anne was one of the most “supportive” fellow Light Workers and friend, as well as a very clear channel. Suddenly, it was as if she became the female version of “Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde”. Up until my trip to see Anne in Texas, she had always seemed so friendly and positive about me, and acted as if I was one of her most important connections on the planet.
I do not like to be negatively judgmental” about others, and always attempt to be fair and just about things.
But it was if, suddenly, from her being such a close and supportive friend, I was now her “enemy”. And she started to “project upon me” all of her apparent emotional imbalances, and accused me of all kinds of negative things that to me were obvious of her own imbalances. I felt really saddened, as it was obvious, as I tuned into what had happened to her, right after she had predicted to me that I would be physically meeting my Twin-Flame, Shelby at my event at the Cosmic Center. Even though there definitely are not very many imbalanced forces now upon the planet as there used to be a few years ago, those that still [temporarily] have existed until now, were still very angry about this fact, of how Shelby’s & my physically coming together was going to “set in motion a huge shift” of many other Twin-Flame couples suddenly coming together, and this intense romantic love between all these Twin-Flames would powerfully sit in motion an even greater planetary frequency shift.
And, unfortunately, because Anne had lived alone for many years, and did not seem aware of some of the more “sophesticated” techniques of the imbalanced forces , of how they have been able up until now to “subtly manipulate” someone who is not aware of such tactics, and unfortunately it appears that they were able to “get to her” in their hatred at this latest “Victory for the Light”, as well as this “Victory of True/pure Love of Shelby & I”
I just kept visualizing much Light around Anne, in attempting to help her to come back totally to the Light, but I also did not feel very well, physically, because of what I had just gone through, of this sudden “emotional shock” to my system, and mow with this double added, “2nd shock”, of having someone who I had thought was not only a friend, but also very supportive to me, to now “turn on me”, was, well, just too much for my system, and I really felt even worse because of it. I couldn’t help, but felt that I just experienced a type of “betrayal’, and yet I didn’t want to negatively or harshly judge her. I forgave her in my mind and consciousness. All that I wanted to do was just rest my body in bed and focus upon getting well as fast as possible.
But things quickly escalated into Anne, or rather the forces affecting her, of telling me that I had to leave right away, that day, or she would get the police to throw me out. It was as if the imbalanced forces were determined to make my life as miserable as possible, and now were attempting to not allow me any greatly needed rest because of all that I had just gone through.
As I attempted to contemplate where I could even go, since I had basically ran out of more “connections” to continue my “cosmic gypsy journey”. I realized that I had, literally, as far as I was [consciously] aware of, had definitely ran out of options.
But as it has been said before, “desperate situations require desperate measures” sometimes. And as I quickly tried to decide what I was going to do to just survive, I prayed to God/Divine Creation and my Friends Upstairs to help me come up with some answer that would, at least, temporarily, allow me to survive, until I could “connect with” one or more fellow Light Worker/Ground Crew members who would be guided to help me on my journey.
As I had finally accepted a few months before, after the Masters had very seriously informed me right before I left Roanoke, VA, of the fact that because I had been SO extremely “self-sufficient & self-reliant”, that this being my main “Archiles Heal”. That the best way to “heal myself/balance out my life”, was to allow others to help me on my “cosmic gypsy journey”, by allowing me to stay/to be “hosted” in different people’s homes, and even allow those so inspired or guided to do so, of accepting any financial donations that other’s were guided to do for me.
I know that many people may not think that this is such a difficult challenge from their perspective, but for someone like myself, who was very naturally “self-reliant”, in so many ways, and because of this, I rarely ever needed/or accepted any help from others. So to be told very strongly by Higher Guidance that the best thing for me to do to help balance out my life was to do what I had done for the last several months. Of traveling on total faith that indeed others would help me by being guided to “host” me as a guest in their homes, as well as those who were guided to help me with financial donations. This situation of just having a little or just enough money to buy the healthy food that I need to help keep me in both a strong spiritual attunement and strong physical immune system, but never enough to be able to afford staying at hotels or for rent, etc. In other words, my “financial circumstance” was created in the last few months that “energetically” forced me to be in a position that allowed me to begin to heal & balance out this past “self-reliant imbalance.”
And so this was what now “confused” me about the fact that everything had been flowing fairly easily, as I had kept making connections for places to stay, and then, suddenly, when that incredible week of “blissful-ecstasy” with Shelby had suddenly come to a close, all of a sudden, this “smooth energetic flow” of continuing to make new connections for other places to stay, now seemed to suddenly—at least temporarily—to “dry up or be put on the back burner”. And I truly, suddenly did not have any new place to go stay at.
All of a sudden, I found myself in a total “survival mode”, and had to figure out what I was going to do, since (temporarily, at least), this “smooth energetic flow” wasn’t—at least for a short while—“flowing” anymore. And I realized that I had better come up with some solution very fast, or I, literally, would be “out on the street”.
The Homeless Shelter
As I said, “desperate times require desperate solutions”
I had never ever thought that I would even consider staying at a homeless shelter, considering the “energetic conditions” of such places, which I knew, especially, for someone like myself, who is overly sensitive to the vibrational energies in such a place, would be extremely “challenging”, to put it mildly.
I have always had “unbearable compassion” toward anyone who is suffering and/or struggling to just survive on this planet, and have always felt great appreciation for all the many, numerous Blessings in my life, which I have never “taken for granted”.
But, never-the-less, knowing about such places, as “homeless shelters”, and actually experiencing being forced to be at such a place, first hand, is still quite different. And such an experience, of “dealing with” such a reality, “energetically”, for those who have never been at a homeless shelter, including myself, really have no idea how extremely “challenging” such a place can be, especially for those of us who are very “spiritually-psychically sensitive” to the conditions that one is forced in to dealing with while there.
I do not want to refer to this whole experience of being as if I am in anyway being a “victim” for ending up, right now, in the homeless shelter here in Jacksonville, FL. Of course, as Ashtar has said before, “while no one is ever a ‘victim’, that does not mean one is never ‘victimized’ or feel ‘victimized’ by the system on Earth.”
And I can certainly relate to this fact once I went to one of the homeless shelter’s here in the Jacksonville area, to be allowed to stay there. The vast majority of those who end up here, is usually because of major personal problems/challenges that they are facing, from a huge number of the guys having drugs and alcohol addictions, as well as so many being destitute, without any money or a place to stay or live.
Again, I definitely felt very compassionate toward them all, and there are definitely a huge number of places like this all over the U.S.
For me, as stated, the extreme “low energetic level of vibrations”, was a shock to my system to even experience being here, and attempted to shift the energy in the place by doing my cosmic color meditation and “visualize, decree and invoke” much Light & Love energies around the place right away. It did seem to help a little, but because of the consciousness as well as personal “chosen karmic conditions &challenges” of those staying here, there is, sometimes, only so much that one can do or are allowed to do, since many appear to be working through much karmic patterns that they choose to experience while here on Earth, until things finally do fully shift over the next few years, and I knew that I could not interfere with the present personal “karmic challenges” of most of those staying at the homeless shelter at this time.
And “where do I begin” to describe all of the many challenges that I have been facing since my stay at the homeless shelter started over two weeks ago. I know and have Faith and Inner Knowing that “this too shall pass”, and ultimately I will “be outa here” at some point in the near future. And as I describe these various challenges, I Am not trying to “focus” too much upon all of these challenges, or to be “attached” to them, but neither am I “dysfunctionally ignoring” these challenges that I am presently being forced to “deal with” and hope and pray that my stay here will have somehow vibrationally brought improvement to the place and those who have, like myself, been forced to stay here.
Among the many challenges, is the intense “2nd hand smoke” from those that are constantly lighting up their cigarettes, and I have been forced to breathe the polluted air all the time. At least half or more of the approximate 70 men staying here all smoke constantly, and I really have never been forced before to have to breathe so much polluted air before as I have these last two weeks.
Even though I know that many of you (who have never had to stay at a homeless shelter before) will think that this is a bad “analogy, but energetically, vibrationally, being here kind of feels like being in a jail or prison, only because of the “dense” vibrations of the place. I know, that unlike in an actual jail or prison, one is not a “prisoner” here as in a jail, but considering how short of time I have to be able to come and go during the day, of only a few hours in the morning, it “energetically” feels kind of like a jail or prison.
We have to wake up at about 5:30 A.M. in the morning, and in order to secure a “bed” for the night, one has to stand in line early in the afternoon, for a few hours, in which there are only 70 “beds” available, and if one does not get there early enough, after the first 70 men, everyone else has to go somewhere else to sleep, and most of the overflow just ends up on the street. After standing in line for a few hours, then we are assigned a number for our “bed”. I put quotation marks around the word “bed”, because other than some very old worn out dirty/filthy mattresses, many beds are just the six foot space on the cold concrete floor, with a couple dirty/filthy blankets, and a few “lucky” ones who also get am old filthy pillow.
Also, which you can imagine what this must be like, but there is only one tiolet for the 70 of us to use, and only two showers to be shared with everyone in the place, and, of course, that even though they attempt to clean it every day, it is really impossible, with that many men, to really keep it too clean.
And “don’t get me started’ on the so-called “food” situation here at the shelter. For me, this is especially, one of the most “challenging” aspects of this whole experience. When I arrived at the Shelter, I just had a few dollars, which allowed me to go over to the Whole Foods store several days later when I found out where it was (Thank God there was one here in Jacksonville!!!!). Until then, I had been basically “fasting”. I was able to purchase just a little bit of organic, non-GMO food, which got me thru several more days, until a few days ago, when my funds ran out, and I am basically fasting again. It is really not a good idea to fast in the winter time, considering how cold it can get, even here in Florida. Because of this situation, I know that I have lost some weight; before coming into the shelter, my clothes fit me good, now they’re feeling quite loose on my body, so I guess I might have lost 10, 15 or more lbs. (?) I do not know; I know I am feeling very hungry all the time, to put it mildly, that I can say!!!!
Because I have for many years and decades adhered to a very strict, very pure, organic, vegetarian, mostly raw food diet, partly because of my spiritual work of helping to keep my consciousness pure and attuned, along with making sure that my physical body & immune system is very healthy and strong. To me, the body is a Temple, and should always be treated as such, rather than as a “polluted cesspool”. Or, as I often ask the question of those who have attended my Channeling Workshop, where I speak about how our diet does, indeed, contribute to how clear & attuned one can be when one wants to be a very clear channel: “Are you a fast moving clean river, or, are you a slow moving swampy bog?”
It is important to help “fine tune up” one’s consciousness with what one is putting into one’s body. And I made a very Sacred Vow to God/Divine Creation and the Higher Light Forces/Intergalactic Confederation of Light, that I would always be responsible for taking care of myself, as much as possible, here on this physical level (as in “God helps those who help themselves”.
The few times that I was not as “strict” as I should have been through the years, I could feel the affects that the “low vibrations” and unhealthy aspects of what I was consuming had on me, so I choose to always eat as healthy as I can, not only for my spiritual wellbeing, along with my physical wellbeing. And, in fact, for my mental wellbeing & clarity, as well as my emotional & psychological wellbeing & balance. And, diet does, definitely, affect & influence all of these aspects of our awareness, more than most people realize.
Now I know that some people might say, “well, why don’t you just go ahead and eat anything you want or that is available, and just ‘transmute” all of the [many, numerous] un-healthy ingredients of what you eat.” I understand the “basis” of what they are saying, but at the same time, while I have used this “protocol” to help enhance the quality of what I have eaten, when one is dealing with so many of the more toxic GMO chemicals & preservatives and weird laboratory cabal created substances designed to specifically “numb & dumb out” our consciousness and to destroy our health & wellbeing, I just feel why do it, of ingesting all the numerous unhealthy things like this, and just allow the body temple to stay unpolluted as much as possible.
And the food served here at the shelter is definitely mostly of this very unhealthy type of “food”, and I just cannot, as stated, put it into my body, because I know too much about what it does to those who eat it, and my body would not feel good at ingesting it, anyway.
And, as stated, I do, truly believe and feel, that I will soon, “by the Grace of God”, be out of here and will be doing more of my personal 90 min. Transformational Channeled Readings.
Actually, I found out that the local Jacksonville public library has study/conference rooms available that they allow to be reserved for doing “conference calls”, meetings, or anything else that one could use a room for. So, if there is anyone out there who might want to schedule in a session with me, despite all that I have very recently been going thru for the last couple weeks since I last saw Shelby, it would actually be awesome to do sessions for others, for in doing a session, this would allow me to also “energetically plug into”, more directly, these Higher cosmic-spiritual energies that are always downloaded thru my sessions, and this would also uplift my own vibrational level in the process of receiving & channeling the session for whoever would need it.
And I do not want to end this email on a “negative note” about me [presently] being “stuck at the local homeless shelter” (even though it has seemed like a “dark night of the soul” kind of negative experience, as compared to the pure blissful-ecstasy that Shelby & I shared and experienced for a whole week before I got here.
Perhaps, my Higher Self felt that even though I did already have much compassion for those who have been forced to stay at homeless shelters, I now have a much more, direct, personal experience of just how extremely “challenging” such places can be. And I definitely have a strong desire, once the upcoming RV/GCR finally occurs, to help create a situation for all those many millions of displaced, homeless people all over the U.S.
One of my many plans, once the funds are available from the RV, I Am going to replace all these homeless shelters with a special personal “Scholarship Program” for anyone who is “homeless”, by setting up a special system, that allows anyone homeless to be able to stay in 4 & 5 star hotels & resorts, and if they are all reserved, then at least a 3 star hotel. I will pay for these “scholarship programs”, which includes each person receiving “private guidance” of psychologists and life coaches being available to help council each person about what they want to do with their life, and each person receives a million dollars to do with it whatever they want., as well as other services to help each person “Transform” their lives into a much more “awesome & uplifting” potential.
I know that there are always those people who[in the old timeline], because of their “personal problems” could never seem to “get their life in order” and was always “screwing up” any opportunities that came their way. But in this new vibrational paradyne timeline that we are all rapidly moving into, it is kind of like Divine Creation is saying to all those (of the 90 to 95% of humanity) that will survive through this challenging planetary transition, “You’re all going to enjoy life whether you like it or not!!!!”
So, despite my [present, up until now, for the last two weeks] experience of being at this shelter, I know, as stated , that I will ultimately be able to leave and continue with my mission and the “cosmic gypsy tour” of allowing others to help me, as I shared about how this whole experience (since I left Roanoke, VA) has been important for me to balance out me being “too self-reliant/self-sufficient”, and this experience of allowing others to help me, as I was told, would ultimately help heal this imbalance.
Since I accepted this fact, of allowing others to help me, as was occurring for the last several months, and things were “energetically moving-flowing along” fairly well, until right after Shelby’s & my week long “bliss-out”. Yes, I experienced fellow Light Workers/“Ground Crew members “hosting” me in their homes, and a few of you also gave me some Pay Pal donations when I had asked those who might be able to help me several months ago get through the “psychic drought” that I was going through without any Reading sessions being scheduled in for awhile. And this was very much appreciated that you did this for me, and this helped me to temporarily get through the next couple months until my event at the Cosmic Center in Sarasota on Nov. 10th, 11th & 12th. I did schedule in a few Readings, and this helped me, in my “journey of Faith” to have just enough funds to get through these last couple months until I found myself here at the homeless shelter. And, once more, as my “Faith is tested” again, and I hope and pray that as I have allowed myself, in this “journey of Faith” to “trust the Universe” to “manifest” what I truly need to allow myself to start eating again, and that there are those of you reading this email, that will feel “compassionately moved” & inspired by what I have shared with you (especially about Shelby & I), that some of you will be inspired to not only “host” me for a month or two so that I can repeat another event at the Cosmic Center.
Sharon, who is in charge of the Cosmic Center, wants me to repeat my Nov. event this coming March or April, because she feels that because of me having already done the earlier one, that she should be able to get an even bigger audience than before.
But in order to do this, of doing another event at the Cosmic Center, I definitely need to connect with someone in the Sarasota area [or a nearby city or town] who would be willing to host me for 1 to 2 months, which is the time that would be needed to be available to do the event; of arriving in the area to help promote it before hand, and to then be available afterward to do Readings, and even be available in case anyone else may want to also sponsor me for any other events in the area.
And I do feel, and sense, that if I did do another event there, that there are so many others who weren’t able to make it to my last event, who would really enjoy being able to attend this time, and hopefully I would schedule in more sessions (which is my main source of “money energy” to purchase my food, etc. (besides whatever donations that a few of you shared with me in the past). And, I also feel that I would Connect with one or more individuals who would also be interested in “hosting” me for other places that I could stay either in the Sarasota area, or other cities nearby.
Also, for those who can host me for my stay, I am also open to doing an “exchange” of comping one of my Readings to help donate to my stay there, and, of course, whoever hosts me, would be able to come to all three days of my event for free, as well.
And considering all that I have just gone through, I am even willing to do some work that needs to be done (vacuming, cleaning, etc. to also help in exchange for a place to stay. And while I have never considered myself “above doing” any of the “mundane work” that so many others have had to do, so often, in focusing so much of my time upon all of my “spiritual-cosmic-metaphysical protocols” (meditation, etc.) while staying at various people’s homes, it is true, that these practices, protocols, etc. do take a lot of my time.
A very important point that I wanted to emphasize here for everyone reading this email (and the other earlier, forwarded one about Shelby, my Twin-Flame & I first meeting at my Cosmic Center event on Nov. 11th).
Even though these two most recent emails are all about Shelby & I and what she & I have been experiencing in our Earth journey as Twin-Flames, this is really not just about Shelby & I. It is really, actually, as in the saying, “It’s not about just you & I; it’s actually about something much bigger than just you & I”, and how everyone else who is reading this, is also about how all of you are very involved in this whole story of Twin-Flames being reunited.
As I have shared before with others who have experienced personal 90 min. Transformational Channeled Readings with me, and those who are on my email list. I was strongly informed about a very important Revelation, regarding Twin-Flames, through a very powerful “Lucid Vision” over a year and a half ago when I was living in Roanoke, Va.
This very clear vision occurred right before I was about to do a session for a fellow Light Worker. All of a sudden, I saw myself, along with Shelby, my Twin-Flame, on board a mothership, and the room or chamber that she & I were in was so huge that I could barely see the walls of the chamber off in the distance. And I saw thousands (probably hundreds of thousands) of fellow Twin-Flame couples all sitting together at the table Shelby & I were at and all the many thousands of other tables which were filling up the gigantic chamber. And the awesome, wonderful energy in the room was literally so extremely romantic between all the many Twin-Flame couples, that one could “cut it with a knife”.
And over by one of the walls, was Voltra, the “Cosmic Psychotherapist”, and he was presenting some new “Revelations” about Twin-Flames, that we were now entering a new Era & phase, and “new Timeline” upon Earth, that many thousands of Twin-Flame couples would be physically meeting one another, with the greatest number of Twin-Flame couples now starting to connect & be together than any other time in history. And, in fact, 144,000 Twin-Flame couples are Destined within the next few years to be physically reunited upon Earth.
But one of the things that Voltra also personally communicated to me, and which I had also specifically remembered God/Divine Creation also communicating with me about this fact, that it was not only my Destiny to meet my own Twin-Flame (which occurred on Nov. 11th, when Shelby & I finally physically met), and that we would be in a romantic relationship right after that, and this, in turn, would set in motion, a huge number of other Twin-Flame couples being able to also physically meet up right after this. In other words, once Shelby & I can truly be physically reunited in the near future, then this will, indeed, cause a major “shift in the ‘time-space continuum’, and other Twin-Flame couples would definitely begin to physically, here on Earth, come together.
Of, course, what I had not been [consciously] told about regarding Shelby, my Twin-Flame & I being together, was that she happened to be with her other partner, Jasper, and that after she & I finally did physically meet, that she & I would only, initially, because of this situation & circumstance, would delay her & I being able to fully come together until alittle later. And I was truly honored & privledged to have, at least, had the incredible opportunity of getting to know her for a whole week. Actually, considering her situation with Jasper, it was a “miracle” that I was allowed/given even that amount of time, to be with her “in Paradise” here on Earth. And I know, that on this Earthly level, as the “Cosmic Script” plays out, that this is [another] major “Test of Faith” for me that was written into the “Script, as the Timelines keep shifting and moving around, which also affects & influences the whole way that everything is playing out.
But one of the things that was very clear to me, while Shelby & I were sitting there with all the other many hundreds of thousands of Twin-Flame couples that were all totally “blissed-out” together, was the fact that I knew that everyone of you who are reading this email, who are on my email list, and who have experienced one or more of my sessions, as well as having attended one or more of my events of the past. As well as all those who I was yet, destined to connect with from then on, who would get a session, or attend one of my events, or are just on my email list, were definitely in that meeting with Voltra, and that each of you were definitely sitting with your own Twin-Flame at that very important meeting, and that I was definitely supposed to inform all of you of this fact.
But, also, that as stated earlier, that even though these two emails I just sent are all about Shelby’s & my experience of meeting and what has been occurring since then. The real significance of all this, is that it “sets in motion” your own Twin-Flame reunion, once Shelby & I can truly be together without other “relationship challenges” getting in the way or [temporarily] blocking this full, complete reunion.
Yes, once Jasper has, indeed, met his own Twin-Flame, then everything else will “escalate”, with Shelby & I finally being able to be totally together for the rest of the time we are on Earth. And this will indeed set in motion all of your own Twin-Flames starting to meet each of you, as well. And to me, just as God/Divine Creation communicated directly to me with this very important Revelation, this is what I term a “Sacred Promise” and/or “Cosmic Done Deal” of God’s Promise to me and every other Light Worker/Ground Crew member who has been separated from your own Beloved.
Yes, this, right here, is the significant point, of why I have shared so much, in such detail, with all of you, of what Shelby & I have experienced, even the more personal & even intimate aspects. Months ago, emotionally, I would never have been able to do so.
After I had sent the other, earlier email of her & I first meeting on Nov. 11th, last month, I received a huge number (in the dozens) of responses from many of those of you who have been on my email list for awhile, who were so inspired about this fact. That you all Knew and Inwardly sensed, that now that Shelby & I had indeed finally met and had started to get to know one another more personally/intimately, that this was definitely a “Sign” “from on High” of this fact, that you knew that you, too, would be physically meeting your own Twin-Flame, and were so inspired and excited not only for Shelby & I. But for yourself, also being re-united soon with your own Beloved/true Other-Half, and to also experience “total Bliss-out’, finally, even here on Earth. This excites and inspires me, also, that Shelby’s & my meeting and getting to know each other so well, for that unbelievable week of “absolute Blissful-Ecstasy” is definitely a miraculous-positive “sign” of more wonderous things yet, to occur, for the rest of you, as well.
So, the sooner that this can occur; the sooner of Jasper meeting his own Twin, and then Shelby & I being able to be together, the sooner all of you can also start to “Bliss-out”!
But, “meanwhile, back at the ranch”, that is, for me in the “present-now moment”, as my “journey of Faith and allowing others to help me” obviously, for now, continues, I would ask all of you to at least, use your power of visualization, and to decree & invoke: that this will not only occur. But, perhaps, could, in fact, speed up this new time line, as long as it is in “Divine Order”, what with the combination of everyone’s combined desire for this to occur, (as when “two or more are gathered together”), and as we know from past ‘meditation experiments”, that when hundreds or more people all visualize, decree and invoke, the results are always more powerful. So, at least, this will help, “energetically” to “add to the collective consciousness momentum field of Earth, and will help much more powerfully in this manifestation.
For those of you, who have been inspired and uplifted by what I have shared so personally about Shelby’s & my experience, and are open to “hosting” me in your home, I would definitely appreciate you contacting me when convenient so that I can get out of here. I can’t wait to be released from this place and so that I can begin to live a more “normal” life [and much more freedom] once again.
And, what I truly need, right now, ASAP, is some
“money energy” so that I can begin to actually eat again, and end my fast. If you are guided to do so, of helping me with a financial donation, please use my email address associated with my Pay Pal account (email@example.com), and this would definitely be so very much appreciated!!!!
Because of the fact that I have experienced some of you not receiving my previous emails (because of some “glitch in the time-space continuum”), I will probably within the next week or so, send out these two emails, one more time, just to make sure as much as I can, that everyone had a chance to read them.
I Bless all of you, for all of the support that you have given me in the past, and I look forward as I can, of sharing about my continuing “cosmic gypsy journey”, and of this journey of Shelby & I finally once more being able to connect and be together. I did send her an email a couple weeks ago, but because she sometimes, as with that first email that I sent her, it took her several weeks before she even saw it, and then emailed me back [the awesome email that I wanted to frame it on the wall because of how beautiful it was what she shared with me about her deep feelings for me, etc.]. The reason that she is so often many weeks behind in checking her emails is because when she travels with Jasper to do his “Color projection” shows, she is usually too busy to be able to check her emails, and then it takes her awhile to get caught up on them. So it may be a few more weeks or more before I finally hear back from her. But I am very patient, and will wait as long as I need to, to be able to finally speak to her again, and to then be totally physically reunited with her when the time is right.
Blessings to all of you!
From: Michael Ellegion <firstname.lastname@example.org>
Sent: Monday, December 11, 2017 4:03 PM
Subject: I Finally Met my Twin-Flame—WOW!!!! (or) Who is this Special, Awesome, Gorgeous Goddess of my Dreams Who stole my Heart (by Michael Ellegion)
I Finally Met my Twin-Flame—WOW!!!! (or) Who is this Special, Awesome, Gorgeous Goddess of my Dreams Who stole my Heart (by Michael Ellegion)
[Note: Because I have been staying at a place that has no Internet access for the last week or so, I finally had a chance to go to the nearest library, to check my emails, and to be able to send this email to everyone who is on my email list, to share with all of you this most important experience of my entire life]
Most of you know that I have been expecting for the last year or so that I was Destined to finally meet my Twin-Flame/Twin Soul Mate , who is in Earth embodiment. I even did a Blog Talk Radio interview with Anne DeHart of the “Hollow Earth Network” earlier this year (“Please Help me Find My Twin-Flame”). I was initially reluctant to even do the interview, only because of a particular “personal psychological challenge” that I have recently been forced to face and “deal with” by my Guides & Higher Light Forces. My “challenge” and personal “Achilles Heal” has been that for most of this life I have been extremely “self-sufficient/self-reliant” . While this quality may be considered a good or positive quality, unfortunately, as I had to admit, that I was SO “self-reliant”, to such an extreme way, that I never wanted to accept personal help from other people.
And Voltra,.the Cosmic Psychotherapist, helped me to understand that I needed to psychologically/emotionally open up more and allow others to help me. This also included being “forced” to ask other fellow Light Workers for places to stay as I started on my “Cosmic Gypsy Journey” a few months ago, as I left Roanoke, VA, to come down to the Florida area.
I first went to stay at the home of a fellow Light Worker, Josie, in the Margate/Ft. Lauderdale area. Then, around Sept. 1st, I was suddenly guided to move to the West coast of Florida, to the Cape Coral area, staying in the home of Elinor (another Light Worker, who like Josie, had experienced one of my personal 90 min. Transformational Channeled Readings from me about a year ago).
It was around the first of Sept. (and right around the time that Hurricane Irma came through Florida, and those horrific [man-made artificial] fires that occurred all over Calif, that I suddenly experienced/sensed a sudden “shift in the ‘time-space continuum’, that we all entered into a new “time line”.
What is particularly significant for me about this sudden and powerful shift, was that I had initially thought or assumed for the last few years that my Beloved/True Love/Universal Other Half was living in Calif., as a couple of other very psychic people had also felt this same thing.
But, now, all of a sudden, I got a very intense Inner Knowing that no, she was NOT living in Calif., but was here somewhere in the Florida area. And it was revealed to me from “our Friends Upstairs”/Higher Light Forces, that this whole original “sense’ that my Twin Flame/Twin Soul Mate had [supposedly] been living in Calif. was actually an artificial created “Holographic” image. It was designed to confuse the imbalanced forces to actually make them, also, think she was in Calif. so as to throw them off from where she REALLY was.
And it was also around this same time (early Sept.), that I did a session for another Light Worker, an older woman named Anne, who lives in Texas, who is very psychic. It was Anne, who called me up to specifically tell me that she had received a very powerful message and vision about me finally, physically meeting my Twin-Flame when I did my Workshop at the Cosmic Center in Sarasota, FL, on Nov. 11th.. She also very strongly emphasized to me to ”pay particular attention to how ‘stunningly-breathtakingly beautiful & gorgeous she was going to be, when she first walked into the Cosmic Center at that time.” [To me, of course, I knew that she was meaning that her Inner beauty would be as great or greater than just her outer physical beauty].
So it was with great excitement, as the date of my Workshop at the Cosmic Center approached, that Inner excitement and a sudden sense of a most wonderful and awesome, “miraculous” event, and “mind-blowing Transformational change” was indeed about to occur for me. This would, forever, through the powerful love and “magnetic attraction’ of my Twin-Flame, my whole life was about to suddenly, magically change/Transform.
It has been said and stated by all the poets and romantic story tellers throughout history, of how when you meet your “True Love”/Beloved, that this type of pure and Divine Love, which has been so very rare upon planet Earth, can Transform one’s entire Essence in ways almost impossible to adequately describe. Because of how incredibly beautiful and inspiring this magnetic force of Love is for the Twin Flames who are “lucky” enough [or rather who are now DESTINED] to meet and be together.
I will attempt to the best of my ability to describe how it was the moment when Shelby, my Twin, first walked into the front entrance of the Cosmic Center, a little after 2:00 P.M. (EST) on Sat., Nov. 11th. Even though I knew what she actually looked like (because of having seen her in a vision, and I knew that she looked very similar to what her Higher Self, Lady Celestria, who is aboard the Light Skips, also looks like.
But, still, no matter how awesome I thought it would be when I finally met my Twin-Flame, there is really no possible way to adequately describe how incredibly powerful and beautiful was the sudden and instant recognition of each other when I first saw her as she entered the room, as she walked up to the Sign-in table.
I clearly felt and saw the entire room light up because of the powerful Magnetic attraction between her and I. And later, when I spoke to Sky, who is an assistant to Sharon, who is in charge of the Cosmic Center, who was standing nearby, and who is clairvoyant, she told me, quote, “Oh, yea, I saw all the Energetic ‘fireworks and stars going off between both of you” And I said to her, “was it that obvious?” And she said, “Oh, yes very obvious”
All I could do was stare at this very incredibly gorgeous lady who stood before me, as I sensed and felt that her Inner beauty was indeed even greater, that she was an incredibly compassionate, sweet and pure soul. I believe that my mouth had dropped open in my stunned amazement of what I was feeling and experiencing at that first moment of actually, physically seeing her walk in. And my mouth felt like it had, like in those various cartoons, of how it is shown when one of the character’s mouths drops all the way to the floor.
And this was the first time (in this lifetime) that I had now truly experienced what has been described as “true love at first sight”. Few people have ever experienced such a strong, intense and instantaneous sense of being so in love, on all levels of being with this other person, who I Knew from Within, is, indeed, my Other Half. I was overwhelmed with the Inner Knowing & Confirmation of her truly being the beautiful soul, my Beloved, who I had been searching for all my entire life.
She kept glancing in my direction, and all I could do was stand totally spellbound by her beauty and intense feelings of attraction and chemistry that I was so strongly feeling for her. Then I attempted to “recover my composure”, as I followed her over to where she had briefly walked to, in the hallway that went into the large room where I was about to do my 3 hour Workshop. I sensed that she was purposely standing there, waiting for me to come over to her, so that she and I could talk to each other. I was fumbling around, trying to decide what exactly I was first going to say to her.
I had heard her briefly mention to the person signing her in, that she had just moved to the Florida area within the last year from Ohio. So I decided to simply ask her if she was here with any family members.
What she said to me, I was definitely not expecting for her to say. She answered that she was here with her boyfriend. I suddenly felt as if my heart, which was feeling such joy at having, finally, found her, my Twin-Flame, now suddenly felt as if it had been torn or ripped out of my body, in the shock of hearing a response that I had assumed was not what I had expected her to say.
The reason that I was so surprised or shocked by this reply from her, has to do with the fact that I had many years ago psychically/spiritually created what I term a “failsafe, energetic field of protection” around me. This was in regarding the fact (which the Higher Light Forces helped strengthened for me) that would only allow those who were Light Workers & Volunteers in Earth embodiment, to be able to attend my Workshops throughout the many years that I had conducted them. And I also created a similar “failsafe, protective field” that would only allow fellow Volunteers in Earth embodiment from the Higher Realms to even be allowed to schedule in and experience my personal 90 min. Transformational Channeled Readings.
When I decided over a year ago that just in case my real, true Twin-Flame happened to be a member of one of the several dating sites that I set up an account for, that I had very powerfully “programed this other similar “fail-safe” energy field. I [initially] connected with a few ladies who I thought might be my Beloved (which only occurred about a dozen times, out of all of the many thousands of ladies who were posted on all of those dating sites (Of, course, now, as I look back on these so-called possible “love connections”, there is no possible comparison, of what I felt for any of them, like “night and day”, as compared to meeting my real Beloved/Shelby). This “fail-safe field of protection” would literally make it impossible for any of these women to actually be able to speak to me over the phone, unless one of them were, really, my True Love.
Out of the over 4 billion women upon the planet (since there is more women than men) only one lady out of the entire female population existing upon Earth could possibly be my true Other Half. And I did not want to “waste my time dating”; I just wanted to simply and easily be “Energetically Connected” to my Beloved without having to waste any time with anyone but her.
Even though, half of the time, some of these women initially showed a strong interest in me, just as I showed an [initial] interest in them as well, none of them could ever “follow thru” with being able to actually speak to me over the phone, no matter how much they seemed so interested in me. Never did any of these so-called sincere attempts to “make an authentic ‘love connection’, with any of them, ever come about. And this was great, too, because I Am not a person who likes any “drama”, of going to the effort to “date and get to know someone”, only to discover that that other person just isn’t, as it turns out, really the person, who they seemed or appeared to be.
It seems that so many people who are involved in this whole “dating experience”, of going on numerous “dating websites”, just do not believe, I guess, that there really is, truly, that one special soul out there somewhere who is truly their Beloved, True Love/Twin Soul Mate/Twin-Flame, and they assume that it is pretty “normal” that one has to always “date a lot of people” before they find or discover someone more “compatible” for themselves.
To me, I have always known that when the time was truly right, that our True Love would just “pop” into our life. That we really didn’t have to “struggle” to find our Beloved. But, I did feel, that as in “God helps those who help themselves”, that perhaps if I energetically “made myself more available” by signing up on some dating sites, that maybe this might “make it easier” for me to make that ultimate, special and sacred Love Connection, than if I didn’t do so.
And part of the “protocol” that I had programed energetically into this whole thing, of utilizing these dating sites, as I just explained, was to create that “fail-safe’ aspect. So that in a very “emotionally detached way”, none of the possible, potential ladies who I might feel a “love connection” with (unless they WERE, definitely my True Universal Other Half), never could I actually, directly connect with them over the phone. This was partly because I did not want to “lead them on” of making them think that I, too, could be the “One” for them as well. In other words, I care too much about other’s feelings, and did not want to cause them any “heartache” or disappointment”, of “getting their hopes up”, when neither of us were actually each other’s Other Half. I felt that this would also be cruel, to make someone feel or think that I was the person that they had been waiting to meet all their life, when I really wasn’t. Just as I did not want to somehow believe that I had met my “True Love”, only to discover that she was not my real, authentic, Other Half.
I had, of course, assumed that when I actually did, in fact, connect with and/or meet my real Twin Flame, that there would be no doubt that she was the “One”. But, I still felt, that since I had not, as of before Nov. 11th, never actually experienced meeting my Twin Flame, and even though I do remember having met her and known her in many past lives. Still, since I had not, yet, experienced it in this life time, I figured, “what the heck” why not attempt to use these dating sites, just in case she was going to “pop up” there. And I had no [conscious] idea, just exactly where I was actually going to find her, just at that time, as I explained before, that she might be somewhere over on the west coast of the U.S. But I did know, beyond any shadow of doubt, that when it truly was the right moment, that she would, indeed, suddenly appear in my life, and not a moment before. And I attempted to just “relax” with the whole thing. I do not believe that I was in any way “desperate” about meeting her, just very “passionately excited” about the fact that she would manifest when it truly was “God’s timing”, and not before.
But another “protocol” that I had thought or assumed I had also programed into that “fail-safe” energy field of protection” was that when I actually met my Twin-Flame that she was not going to be involved with any other guy. I assumed that she would be totally free or not ‘emotionally involved in another relationship with someone else. As I said, I do not, myself, like to create any “emotional drama”, of also causing anyone else’s heart to be “broken” or hurt, and I would not ever want to “interfere with” or “break up” a relationship that someone else might be in because of my sudden “manifestation” into their life.
And this was what had, initially, confused me, all of a sudden, to now discover, in my shock, that Shelby was, in fact, in another relationship. This caused me, at that moment of her telling me that she was “with her boyfriend” a sudden intense pain in my heart. It was as if my heart, which had just been feeling so much sudden “ecstasy & bliss” because of truly Knowing that she was my Twin-Flame, to now, moments later, to get my heart “ripped out” of my body, Shelby, who as I was to get to know very well over the last few weeks, is an incredibly compassionate and sweet soul, who would be the last person to ever cause any emotional pain to anyone else, and she certainly had not intended to cause me any pain or grief by what she was just being honest to me about. And then, all of a sudden, this intense pain of feeling like my heart was “pulled out of my body” of the intense emotional anguish and pain (of discovering that my True Love was [temporarily with someone else] seemed to mostly go away, and I felt a weird or strange type of “numbing emotionally”, of this pain being “buffered” and released, almost as fast as I had just experienced it.
And I was later to learn from Voltra and the Higher Light Forces, that they were trying out a newer, more powerful Elohim Consciousness Technology that is able to help one here on Earth to powerfully transmute & heal very rapidly, these type of emotional wounds. This includes those who have had their heart’s “broken”. With this very new (as of the last few weeks of earth time) “emotionally healing technology”, they can now heal so much of the emotional wounds that humanity has suffered for so many eons upon this planet. It also became clear to me, as in another type of “surrogate” experience, I had volunteered to take on and test out this new technology. So that so many others can have their broken hearts healed, and so that they can now begin to also experience [ultimately] being reunited with their own Twin-Flame.
Voltra also explained to me, that this particular new “Emotionally heart healing” technology was also connected with the double-seater, dual action Accelerator chair that is on board the Jupiter One. This was first “showcased” last Christmas Eve, when I had experienced an incredible lucid dream. I vividly remembered being on board Jesus-Sananda’s Mother ship, the City of New Jerusalem, at an awesome “Christmas Eve” Light Club party, where millions of Twin-Flame couples on board the ship were all partying. And I remember very clearly that Shelby/Lady Celestria & I were there enjoying ourselves. While she & I were walking along together, among the huge crowds of Twin-Flame couples aboard the ship, at one point, it was like the “parting of the Red Sea”. All of the other Twin-Flame couples that were in the gigantic room that Shelby and I happened to be in, all turned to look at her & I, as if they all knew or expected something very important and significant was about to occur that somehow involved both Shelby and myself. Then I noticed that Voltra was standing over by the wall of the room, and to our surprise I noticed that he was standing in front of the outside of the “Accelerator Chair” chamber entrance. There was a big bright red colored ribbon & bow across it, and he picked up a pair of “Earth type looking scissors”. As Shelby & I approached him, he cut the ribbon, in a type of “Earth ribbon cutting & showcasing ceremony”, as he next opened up the front door to the Accelerator Chair.
What he revealed within the chamber, was a new form or design of the “chair”. Prior to this moment, the “Accelerator Chair” had always been only a one seater, for individuals to singly go inside to sit in the chair. This has been shared many times with those who have experienced one of my personal 90 min. Transformational Channeled Reading, either by me or Ashtar or one of the Masters channeling thru me. This was shared with the person experiencing their session, about this [original] one seater chair. That one can, right before they go to sleep, to sincerely ask, that while their physical Earth body is sleeping, to be allowed to etherically go aboard the Jupiter One and sit in the Accelerator Chair. This was designed to help release all kinds of “Earthly emotional-psychological traumas & issues” that so many have experienced while living upon this planet, both from past lives and from one’s present life.
It is interesting, that throughout the 35 to 40 years that I have been doing thousands of Transformational Readings, many dozens of people who had experienced a session with me, had asked for some kind of “confirmation’ after they had sincerely asked to be taken aboard the Jupiter One to be able to sit in the Accelerator Chair, to have a “healing treatment”. Right after that, they all had experienced a very brief “psychic flash” of memory. They remembered being in the Accelerator Chair, and what is interesting is that they all, individually and separately, described exactly how the Accelerator Chair looked like, even though I had not told them what it actually appeared as.
And many of these people had attempted for many years through more “traditional earth methods”, (which usually involved both Earth psychotherapists, psychologists and psychiatrists, and, of course, all those nasty, toxic pharmacuetical drugs), to overcome or heal themselves of so many “emotional/psychological problems and challenges.”, and had not been able to do so.
But, within a few weeks or months, of sincerely asking each night before they went to sleep, to be healed of whatever was emotionally/psychologically ailing or challenging them, all experienced either a major lessening or a total healing of their condition.
So, now, this newer, more latest “galactic state of the art” double seater, dual action Accelerator Chair was first “Showcased” that “Christmas Eve” party on the City of New Jerusalem, it had been upgraded. Now, two people could, together, for those of us in the process of re-uniting and physically meeting our Twin Souls on Earth, we can use this new version of the “Accelerator Chair to help emotionally harmonize any so-called unexpected “emotional challenges” that even Twin-Flames might have to face when we first meet (as in my case). Yes, where another [present, temporary] earth relationship with someone else had occurred, and it would normally be more “emotionally challenging” because of not wanting to hurt the other person. As one has met their own Twin-Flame (as with Shelby & I), and this will help “buffer” and transmute any potential “broken hearts” until the present earth relationship can be much easier and more smoothly dissolved/fully ended.
But, initially, for me, I was still confused, and felt awkward about this fact, that Shelby was actually in another relationship, because, as I stated, I had assumed that she would not have been with anyone else when I finally met her.
But, as she later explained and clarified to me, which I realized that the “fail-safe” security protection field’ had allowed this exception. As Shelby later emphasized and explained to me, that if she had not met her present partner, Jasper, she would not have ended up moving to Florida, and she would not have been able to finally meet me. And I realized that this was a very important point that became clear after I spoke more in-depth with her a few days later when she came to experience a personal 90 min. Transformational Channeled Reading with me.
But this particular point, I did not come to initially realize until she and I were able, in a more personal setting, to share with each other, what I had been feeling about her, and some of what she was also experiencing since first meeting me. This, she finally shared with me even much more in-depth, in the email that she sent me in answer to my own email that I had sent her on Thanksgiving Day, Nov. 23rd.
[I have included a little bit later on in this email, a copy of her awesomely beautiful and heart-felt email sent to me on Dec. 2nd. It is such a wonderful and exquisitely, beautifully written email from Shelby, my Beloved, that so elegantly expresses her true feelings about me, that I want to actually frame it and put it on the wall because of all the love and devotion that she has so sincerely expressed about me, and I cried in joy while I first read it]
But to get back to those very awkward moments right after she had mentioned that she was with another partner, I was, as stated, confused, for a few days until she explained to me the situation, regarding her other partner. And it was with great difficulty, that I went ahead and did my 3 hour Workshop & Power Point Presentation, “Who’s Who In the Cosmic Directory”. Somehow I got through it, attempting [struggling] to be as “emotionally detached”, as possible, regarding this new revelation about her present partner. And, of course, now that Shelby sent me her awesome email that I just referred to, I also remembered feeling and sensing, telepathically, this same thing, that I had felt that she had really wanted to come up to me after the end of my presentation, but unfortunately did not have a chance to, as she had actually so intensely and desperately wanted to do.
But also, right after she had told me about her being with her partner, Jasper, a little later, though, right before I started my presentation, she had come over to me with her camera and asked someone standing nearby to please take a photo of her & I together. I did sense, when she asked me to have her photo taken with me, that it was, in fact, very important for her to do this, that it meant so much for her to be able to have met me and to have this photo taken.
In my conscious, analytical left brain (before I had seen her email), I had thought of the possibility that she might be attempting to somehow “emotionally-mentally” reinterpret her and my very powerful and intense romantic love that we both felt so strongly for each other. Perhaps, as more of a “platonic”, non-romantic ‘spiritual’ love without all of the intense romantic feelings that I knew she had to also be feeling toward me, as I definitely, intensely, felt for her from the moment I met her. And the only reason, at all, that I thought that maybe this was what she was somehow attempting to do, because of the fact that she being so incredibly such a compassionate person. That she did not want to seem “unfaithful” to Jasper. As the kind of pure spirit and compassionate person she was, with so much integrity, that despite all the intense feelings of attraction to me, that even in her mind, she might be feeling that if she gave into these new and even more powerful feelings of love and attraction toward me, that she was then not having “spiritual integrity.” And also, she was struggling with the fact that as she shared with me, she had already in past months told her partner of her plans to be involved in many “creative projects” with him. This also included the business that Jasper owned, which was something that they had discussed about future “expansion” into other areas. This was all very hard for her, being such a compassionate person, that she did not want to hurt him by informing him of me and her, and her powerful and intense feelings she had for me. I felt much compassion of my own for her, and her dilemma, that she now had to deal with, and that ultimately she will have to tell him of this fact.
When I had finished talking to the last person right after my Workshop on Sat., I was, as stated, on a conscious level, struggling with whether, despite my intense feelings for her, and not knowing totally, whether her feelings toward me were, in fact, as intense as mine were toward her, and whether I should just go ahead and tell her anyway what I was so strongly feeling., or whether I should just wait for her to tell me.
This was a real struggle, because [on a conscious level] I did not want to “interfere” with her present relationship. Because, I, too, as a compassionate person, attempted to put myself in Jasper’s shoes, and how one would feel when the partner he was with was to suddenly announce that she was abruptly deciding to leave him for someone else, a “complete stranger”. And how this could cause him emotional anguish, if he had, in fact, developed a close relationship with her. And even though I knew that as I read in a number of excellent articles and videos I had seen on the Internet, about how it was going to happen. That many new Twin Flame relationships were going to start coming together, which will cause the other so-called “stable” relationships” to now break up so that the Twin –Flames could now come together. But, still, I was trying to come from a compassionate level and did not want to cause any emotional pain to Jasper, just as Shelby did not want that to happen, either.
This is why I was struggling with the dilemma of whether I should actually tell her completely how I felt about her, or to just stay quiet.
What is interesting is that evening, after having finished my Workshop, and having gone back to where I was staying (at Sharon’s place, who was in charge of the Cosmic Center). I made my delicious gourmet healthy vegetarian pizza, which is normally so very tasty. When I proceeded to start eating it (even though, I wasn’t hungry at all as I would have normally been), it did not taste like it always had, and in fact, it tasted kind of “flat” like just cardboard. I realized that meeting Shelby, because of all the intense feelings and “energetic changes” to my whole body when I had met her, my normal desire for food and my appetite seemed to have left me for awhile.
Then, as I attempted to go to sleep that night, I had trouble even being able to. I was so torn and confused about what I should say and do. And, because of what someone knowing this situation, as I do, and having so much integrity, myself, of not wanting to “force” upon her my own feelings, etc., if she wasn’t really ready to hear all that I wanted to have shared with her. This “conflict of interest” regarding me having all these very intense feelings for her, and her not having, as of that moment, having expressed all her own feelings for me. I almost felt that maybe I should cancel my scheduled Reading with Shelby.
But, then, I realized that I would still have to explain why, after over 35 to 40 years of having done so many thousands of these personal 90 min. Transformational Channeled Readings, and never, ever having experienced anything like this before. And I felt awkward, not knowing what to do. Even though I had learned many years and decades ago, how to make sure that I would never allow any of my own “conscious feelings, opinions and concepts” to influence these sessions, and even taught these very techniques, of how to make sure that one can learn how to be a very clear channel.
For the first time in all these years, what with this extremely unique and incredibly powerful energetic, magnetic love and attraction that I felt on every level of my being, wanting so bad to share with her totally what I felt and knew from Within to be true, that she is, in fact, my Universal Other Half. And how much and deeply that I loved her and was attracted to her. But she had not, as of that time, shared with me what her [conscious] self was feeling and understood to be true, and as stated, did not want her to experience being “overwhelmed” with “too much info. too fast” before she was ready to hear it, or it might “backfire” on me.
But, as Sunday morning finally arrived, all of a sudden I experienced having a very powerful vision of a past life, one of many lifetimes where Shelby and I have known each other. But, unlike most of the other lives, when she and I were together, and we openly professed and shared our intense love for each other, in this particular lifetime, I saw myself living in an area of the world that appeared to be in the South Seas, Malaysia area, and that marriages were set up by leaders of the particular area that I was living in. And I relived very vividly meeting Shelby, and how we instantly fell in love. But because of my “pride and ego”, of not being able to tell her what I was actually feeling so intensely for her, I messed up my opportunity and a different “Destiny” or outcome that should have occurred.
Then, the next scene I relived was sitting upon the temple steps leading up to the temple, where Sharon, who is in charge of the Cosmic Center in this life, was then a very powerful High spiritual priestess and seer. I was sobbing and crying realizing how I would never get a chance to tell her what I should have told her from the very beginning, of not only that I loved her, but HOW INTENSELY was my love and attraction for her.
When I told Sky (who had seen all those energetic “fireworks and stars” going off between Shelby & I) about my vision, she said, “Well, now you have a chance to tell her what you should have told her in that other lifetime.”
But now I was concerned [on a conscious level] that what with the situation with her present life partner, I was struggling with how much, if I did share, that I could “overwhelm” her and instead of causing her to open up to me, that I might accidently “scare her off” by saying something that she was not ready to hear. And I almost did cancel her session, even though I truly did not want to do so. I knew that had I been able to have met Shelby without her being in another relationship, that I would have been able, right away, to have quickly gotten into a very romantic relationship, and then when I had done her session, that it would have been quite different, with much of her and my “romantic connections” from the past being specifically mentioned, and I could have shared everything that I desired to with her right away.
But, then, something interesting happened a couple nights after the weekend’s Workshops. I had shared with Sharon about the fact that most of the “time travel” movies that have been produced, are actually “reality presented in fiction form”. And like the two movies, “Timeline” and “Deja vu”, technology very similar to the actual technology that has been used in highly classified black op projects, regarding time travel, has been shown in these type of movies.
And in the movie “Deja vu””, for those of you who have not seen this movie, actor Denzel Washington, plays an ATF agent who is in New Orleans to investigate how the ferry, with many Navy personnel and their families are all killed when the ferry is blown up. And in the story, a very beautiful black lady’s body is washed up on the shore near where the ferry was blown up. It becomes clear in their investigation that she was not on the ferry when it blew up, but was actually thrown into the river a few hours before the ferry blows up, and a few of her fingers had been cut off before she was killed and thrown into the river.
It is obvious that Denzel is very attracted to her, even though she is dead, but in the character that he is playing in the movie, it is obvious to me “energetically” that she is his Other Half, and he really wishes that he somehow had a chance to not only stop her being killed, but that he wished he had had a chance to have gotten to know her while she was still alive.
As he begins to investigate both the ferry being blown up and the death of the lady, he finds out that there is new technology that is being used that supposedly allows the officials to view actual events that occurred four days before, which are supposed to be “recorded” from four days before. But Denzel becomes suspicious that they are not telling him the complete truth about this new technology. When they are maneuvering the scene shown through the ‘camera’s eye lens’, which allows them to move in and out of the home of the lady who had been killed by the psychotic serial killer , but was still alive at that time of what they were seeing four days ago. And as they maneuver the camera to move right into her home and she is standing in front of her mirror, Denzel picks up a little laser pointer from the table, aims it right at the camera’s image and fires the laser pointer. The beam of light suddenly bounces off the lady’s mirror, and it becomes clear that these images are not recorded from four days ago, but is actually catching these images. Live, at that moment, from four days ago.
But to make a long story short, Denzel is able to travel back in time and rescue the lady before she is killed. And then a few minutes later, when he was talking to the lady, he suddenly turns to her and dramatically says, “What if I was to tell you something, so important that your very life depended upon it, would you believe me?” And at the moment that I saw this scene, once more in this movie, it was as if it was almost like some kind of strange “energetic [positive subliminal] mantra” that I was supposed to hear and understand it’s “significance” for having heard it again, right then. It somehow seemed to be “symbolically’ saying to me that I needed to tell Shelby what I had been unsure of before. And then, when I heard this same specific phrase uttered by the lady when later toward the end of the movie, after she is waiting on the pier, with a towel wrapped around her [instead of being dead in the old time line], and she meets Denzel’s older time line self who is walking up to meet her for the first time. And then as the scenes shifts once more, and she is in his car with them both on their way for her to fill out a few papers about what she had experienced. And she turns to him and says very dramatically, “What if I was to tell you something so important that your very life depended upon it, would you believe me?” And hearing this same statement-question, the 2nd time, repeated, I suddenly felt that in some strange, in-direct way, that the Higher Light Forces were using this particular question-statement to prompt me to go ahead and “spill my heart” to her, no matter what would happen or the consequences after I did so.
So finally, on Thursday, I arrived back at the Cosmic Center a little before 1:00 P.M., when my session with Shelby was scheduled. And I proceeded to get ready to do her session, of setting up my digital recorder and all the equipment that I needed to dub the CD of the session once it was over. And, finally, at 1:00 P.M., Shelby arrived and sat down in the chair that was very close to mine, as she started beaming all this love and light to me, as if to help me make my decision to tell her what I felt. But, I was still “struggling” a little, of how much that I should say to her.
As many people who have experienced one of my sessions, knows, that when Ashtar and the different Light Beings come through me, that as soon as I complete my short 3 – 4 minute version of the “Cosmic Color” meditation”, I prepare to leave my body, as the Masters start to come through me and start speaking. And Ashtar is usually always the first being who speaks thru me to whoever is experiencing a session for the first time, because he is in charge of “Earth missions” for the Volunteers in Earth embodiment. And when I Am doing a session for a female, there is always another or 2nd being who speaks through me who is one of the many Lady Commanders and Goddesses who are part of the Higher Light Forces. And after Ashtar had spoken through me, he stood aside and Lady Kwan Yin came through me, sharing with Shelby more important info. about her mission for being in Earth embodiment.
Always, whenever the session is coming to a close, and I then come back into my body, again, at first, for a few moments, I do not remember what was shared. But, then, everything that was shared, comes flooding through my entire body. And as this came back into my consciousness, of what they each had shared with Shelby, I got the impression, as in the earthly expression, ”It’s what he didn’t say, or left out, that is just as significant as what he did say.” And, by this, it definitely appeared that Ashtar, because of what I was still struggling with, of how much would be “appropriate” to speak about regarding my total feelings for her, I sensed when I now remembered what he had covered, was that he had purposely not spoken of those areas of info. about Shelby’s and my many romantic lifetimes together and anything, that at that time had not been more “officially spoken of between her and I, because he was going to allow me, myself, to share this with her. And had I gotten a chance to have spoken about all my romantic feelings with her, and then I had done her session, it would have been quite different, with a huge amount of references to all her and my very romantic lives and experiences that she & I have shared so intimately throughout so much of our past.
What is interesting, too, which in all the many years of Ashtar channeling through me, that even though he has always stated that everyone he has channeled for, he has known in the past, and often in the Councils and as he has said, “there are no strangers, but old friends re-connecting.” But in all of these many thousands of sessions, never had I heard him mention, that I can remember, that he had mentioned to the person he was speaking to, that that person happened to also be a member of his own “immediate” solar family from Sirius. And I have rarely ever mentioned this to anyone before, but I have always known that I Am his “Cosmic Son.” Again, I have rarely mentioned this to others. But when Ashtar first started to channel for Shelby, he specifically told her, more than once, not only how personally proud he was of her for all that she has done for Mother Earth, but that she was also his “Cosmic Daughter”, which is, in itself, very significant, because I knew and remembered that she & my Higher Light Body had been created by Lord Ashtar and Lady Athena, our Cosmic Parents.
After Ashtar channeled thru me, Lady Kwan Yin next channeled thru me, which is always very extremely compassionate and very feminine in her communications thru me.. And I really felt that Shelby has a very similar vibrational level of compassion that Kwan Yin is so aligned with.
As Lady Kwan Yin was finishing up what she wanted to share with Shelby, suddenly she began to telepathically speak to me at the same time, simultaneously, as she began to lightly “tap” on my heart chakra. I heard her saying that it was very important that I did share with Shelby what I felt, and as much as I was guided to do so.
So, for the next two hours, I shared as much as felt guided to do so, and at one point, she got up off her seat and very lovingly and affectionately hugged me, which lasted for about a minute. It was the most wonderful hug I had ever received from anyone else, and even though it was, perhaps meant at that moment to be more of an “affectionate, platonic” type hug”, I suddenly had great difficulty, what with all the sudden, intense physical magnetic attraction and powerful chemistry that I felt for her, and, I felt that she, too, was obviously feeling similar feelings.
But I forced myself, with extreme effort, not to give into all of these intense feelings, only because in the back of my mind I felt that it might be considered, at that time, as “inappropriate” yet, for me to allow the natural inclination, to start passionately kissing her which I felt so naturally drawn to do.
Also, in the back of my mind, was all the many news stories of so many men who have abused and taken advantage of women, and even though these were not stories about Twin-Flames romantically meeting one another as Shelby & I had just experienced, still, I decided to act with much restraint, and wait a little longer so that she would definitely feel more comfortable and ready to take it to a much more physical and romantic level.
It was very difficult, as stated, to do this, of using such restraint on such natural and intense feelings of True Love and magnetic attraction.
And then as I sensed a little later, that it was time to end our conversation, I stood up very reluctantly as I knew that I had to let her go. And I started to say to her this very thing, that I guess it was time to end our session. And then suddenly, very sad memories from long ago began to come up from within me of other times that I had been forced to say goodbye to her. Tears began to come to my eyes, as I felt my heart ache in the pain of those other times, and I began to cry. Suddenly, as if it was an intense, “Freudian slip” from the deepest part of my consciousness, without any plan to do so, from the despair that I was overwhelmed by, I started to suddenly utter, “You are my Beloved, you are my Beloved, you are my Beloved…” I couldn’t stop myself from saying this over and over again, as Shelby obviously moved and feeling what I was feeling, hugged me very intensely, again, for awhile. And, again, once more I had to fight all the intense desire, passion and love I felt for her, which was coupled with all the intense feelings of sadness and anguish from the past, of having lost her before.
Then we both forced ourselves to somehow “pull it together”, and I walked with her back to the front entrance of the Cosmic Center, where she then said goodbye to Sharon and Sky, and then, suddenly, once more, she ran over to me to give me one last long hug, as all I could do was just stand there fighting my tears back and all those intense feelings and sensations that were still flooding my entire body, as she finally composed herself and walked out of the Cosmic Center. I stood there for some time, trying to understand all that had just occurred, and my conscious mind wondering if I had said too much and would I ever see or hear from her again.
And I was so upset with the situation, of having been able to have met my Beloved, only to find that she was in this other relationship, and how this seemed to create a very difficult challenge for her & I to be able to get together, because of not wanting to hurt another because of what could occur because of this.
I started to communicate to my Guides and Higher Light Forces about why had they “dangled her in front of me like a carrot”,
when it seemed at that moment a very difficult challenge that Shelby faced. And all of a sudden, I heard them say, “You don’t get it, do you?” I was confused at first, and said, “What are you talking about?” And again they repeated their statement, “You don’t get it, do you?” But then they quickly explained that what they were referring to was the significant statement that Shelby had made to me during her conversation, that if she had not met her present partner, Jasper, she would not have come to Florida and been able to meet me.
And Shelby also explained to me that how she had gotten involved with Jasper was because she had just merely been friends to him and his girlfriend, who he seemed to be very much in love with. And she shared that his girlfriend had gone to see a psychic who told her that she was going to leave him and join the Hare Krishnas. Well, that is exactly what occurred, and Shelby, as the compassionate kind of person she is, comforted him, and slowly over many months, they both began to get into a relationship. And Shelby said that she was in a dilemma, because she did not want to break his heart again, the second time, by her leaving him to be with me, and she didn’t know really what she was going to do about it.
But the Higher Light Forces guided me to send Shelby an email on Nov. 23rd, Thanksgiving Day, which I did, which was very Insightful, and which I felt would [hopefully] help her come to a much greater realization of what would be occurring soon to allow her to leave him and to be with me.
Since I had not heard from her since she had said goodbye a week before, I was not sure [in my conscious mind] how receptive she was going to be to what I was guided to say in my email. And because I have many times experienced through the years how many of my emails have never reached who they were intended for, as well as many phone messages left for someone, was somehow not recorded properly, I could only hope that she had received it and she was just delayed at responding back to me.
So imagine my surprise and intense joy when I finally had a chance to get to the library to be able to access my emails (because of not having any Internet access where I have been staying for the last week or so). when I saw the email that Shelby had sent to me a couple days before, and as I started to read it, I started to cry because of all the wonderful things that she shared with me and of her deep feelings of love for me.
She also sent me a copy of the photo that she had taken of her & I together at the Cosmic Center (which unfortunately she sent it in a 'Dropbox' program, and I was not able to access it, and will have to get another copy sent to me in an email), The other very gorgeous photo of her standing in front of a bookcase with an apple in her hand is at the top of my email in the attachment.
Below is a copy of her email to me, which also has a forwarded copy of the email that I had first sent her on Nov. 23rd:
Sent: Saturday, December 2, 2017 6:34 PM
To: Michael Ellegion
I apologize for taking some time to get back with you. I don't frequently check my emails so I didn't open the email until Monday. You probably have been waiting anxiously to hear back from me.
I have had you on my mind. I was very glad to see I had an email from you.
Wow, it has been a lot to process. I'm just so very shocked that I am indeed your Twin Flame. I am truly in complete "awe." It is very exciting and heart warming to know that my other half is in Earth Embodiment. Nothing can measure the joy and ecstasy that I am feeling in discovering that you, out of all souls are my divine counterpart.
In your email you said "I know beyond any shadow of a doubt that you are indeed my Twin Flame/Twin Soulmate" I'm just very curious how you know for certain. I have been mediating upon it and feel a sense that I possibly could be but I just have a lot of remembering to do. Once I read your email I knew that it must be so! WOW!!!
When I first pulled up your website and read about you and your story, I just felt this intense drive to do everything in my power to make it to your event. Having the opportunity to attend Sat. & Sun. I felt extremely honored to have met someone like you, to hear of all the incredible things that you have done/do and just simply being in your presence. I knew right away that you were the purest source of divine walking light that I had ever met.
After Saturday's event I really wanted to speak with you. I waited around for a while, until you were talking with last person of the event. Then for some reason my ego told me just to go ahead and leave. I was quite nervous in trying to find my words to say to you. I felt so much, but could not find words that even came close to expressing myself and the gratitude I have towards you. So I sadly walked out of the door not wanting to at all. Then I just sat in my car going back and forth about if I should just go back in and speak with you. My emotions really built up about it and I began sobbing for the next 20 mins. I finally built the courage up to do it then I thought, OMG I have been sitting here for 20 mins if I go back in there now I will just look like a weirdo. After telling myself that I would be okay and that I could talk to you the next day, I drove to my hotel. Then Sunday came around I looked forward all day to being at the Cosmic Center and getting the chance to speak with you. Then we had our lil chat when I came and sat beside you. Which I much enjoyed. I wanted to continue sitting beside you through the whole workshop but when I went to the restroom and came back I felt that I should I leave the seat next to you open in case anyone else wanted to chat with you before the session started. Then I just never made my move to sit beside you and I wished I had. My thought then was that it may be my last chance to ever see you or be in your presence in person. Now it all makes sense why I got so emotionally worked up after the workshops.
After Saturday I was unsure if I would ever get the chance to connect with you again. I remember you stating that you only gave readings to Star People. I have always felt that I could possibly be a Star person/volunteer in Earth Embodiment but was unsure.
Getting your call on Tuesday was an enormous, lovely surprise. I was so thrilled to hear your voice. Also so thrilled I got the chance to connect you with again and the news that I am a true volunteer! Oh my, I was filled with such radiant joy after receiving your call. I danced around like a fool for hours.
Reconnecting with you at the center, receiving my very powerful reading and reconnecting roots with our Divine Light Family was truly the most amazing blessing. It has had such an impact on my being and consciousness. I definitely felt a difference in my brainwaves after leaving the center and days after. My brain felt like it was connected to cosmic jumper cables getting an immense power download. As you stated in your email that our reconnecting would "alter my consciousness" I have been noticing a shift in many ways.
After revealing to me your deepest feelings of sacred love, I could too feel just a glimpse of what your were feeling in some long ago familiar way. I could truly feel how intense and how real your sincerity was.
One thing I want you to know about my myself and my journey in this life, is that I still have much to grow and much lifting of the veil to do. I am just beginning to really take flight with my wings along my spiritual journey. Everyday I am getting a little more intuned and awakened. Learning to have balance, shutting out all the distractions that are being thrown at humanity especially the youth. My conscious self has a lot of catching up to do.
I'm still developing my inner senses and getting in touch with my abilities. So some of the experiences you told me about that we have shared together in numerous lifetimes I don't really remember at all, although I feel some sense of familiarity. Also the intense feelings and emotions you described, that you felt since the moment we met, I don't exactly feel them so strong. Meeting you at first was just like meeting another lovely fellow Light Worker. This could be for a number of reasons, maybe because you have more of a direct access to your conscious memory bank or because you are vibrating at a more heightened level of awareness or because you have been searching for your Twin Flame for so long.
All of my time as Shelby I have not really given much thought about Twin Flames and/or if my Twin Flame is in Earth Embodiment. I know little on the significance of the subject. So you can only imagine my surprise and fascination of what you revealed to me. I am completely blown away beyond any measure.
I am just so stunned. I just need sometime to go through things. I don't know if I was exactly ready to find out all the info that was in your email. I guess on some level everything happens for a reason.
Ever since I read your email I don't know how to feel or react. At first when I opened your email I read until you wrote, that I am indeed your One True Divine Twin Flame. I was so flabbergasted and astonished that I just had to sit down and take in the significance that I read. With my head spinning for 22 hours, I found the fortitude to read the rest of the email the next day. As I was reading I was jumping with immense joy and celebration to have found my Sacred Divine counterpart
I can't even fathom how you feel through all this. Waiting all this time to reconnect with your True Divine Love, just waiting for her to take embodiment, as the higher portion of myself was finishing other projects before I came down. With you going through this Extraordinarily Legendary journey. The lifetime of ALL lifetimes. Like The Ultimate Cosmic Hero, anchoring light at the most forceful and daring level. With SO much honor and incredible courage. Michael, you have truly taken on the most astonishing heroic role of all times. (I have been sitting here for a while trying to think of words to truly describe how "incredible" you are. I am not great with words. I have come to the conclusion that there is no Earthly language or reference to describe your divine magnificence.) So I can only express that in my love for you.
I have so much that I want to discuss with you. Please forgive me for not instantly knowing that it was you. The amnesia veil is extremely thick and kind of makes you forget everything.
I want to apologize for taking so long to reply back to you. I'm dealing with a lot of emotions that have been coming up, just as I'm sure you are. It took me some time to collect myself together to write this email. I'm sure whatever projects I was finishing up on the higher realms were very important or else I would have reincarnated earlier. I have been listening to my reading as often as I can. I believe I listened to everyday for a week when I got back home and I'm still trying to listen to often as I can. I would really love to chat sometime on the phone. I feel like I will be ready to talk soon. I know this has probably been really hard for you. I want you to know that I am here for you at all times. We have a lot to catch up on. I'm so happy that we have reconnected my dear. I wanted to give you my cell number. The number you have was a temporary number I was using until I got my other phone back that I lost at a music festival. It's truly such an magnificent honor to have found you.
With much Eternal Love n light,
From: Michael Ellegion <email@example.com>
Sent: Thursday, November 23, 2017 7:22 AM
I first want to wish you a very happy Thanksgiving Day, and I assume that you are a vegetarian, like myself, so you are probably eating other more healthier foods, as verses the turkey?
Sky showed me your [breathtakingly beautiful] photo of yourself on your Facebook page, which is wonderful that I have [at least] this gorgeous photo of you even if it is not possible at this time to be with you because of your relationship with Jasper [he’s a really lucky guy to be able to be with you; I hope he really understands how Awesome & Amazing you really are, and truly appreciates you as you deserve to be treated].
As I shared with you last Thursday right after you experienced your Reading with me, of my deep and powerful feelings for you, I apologize if in sharing my feelings, that this causes you to feel awkward or uncomfortable in anyway. But I do not apologize that I feel so strongly what I do; I cannot help this because as I shared, I know beyond any shadow of a doubt that you are indeed my Twin Flame/Twin Soul Mate, and that we were, in fact, definitely Destined to meet each other as we did on Sat., Nov. 11th, right before my Workshop. And as you and I discussed, the only reason that I was acting “awkward” and having trouble being much more friendly and open to you was only because of the fact that you happen to be in another relationship, and all these very intense feelings and emotions of such deep love, attraction/chemistry that I felt for you from the moment you walked into the Cosmic Center, was in conflict with this delimna, of first Knowing so intensely of who you were/are, and the sacred connection of me being your True Universal Other Half, but I could not really show you because of trying [struggling] to respect your present relationship with Jasper.
As I believed I shared with you last Thursday, what I was confused about was the fact that the “fail safe cosmic security field of protection” that I had created/placed around me, was programed to [supposedly] “energetically” not allow me to [romantically] connect with any lady [out of the over 4 billion women on the planet] unless she really was/is my real/true Twin Flame. And one of those “energetic protocols”, was that it was assumed and part of the “field”, that when I finally did, in fact, meet my Other Half, that she would not be in another “committed”/intimate relationship with someone else, because as I shared, I do not like “drama”, such as a “love triangle”, which can definitely be hurtful and emotionally unfair for one or more of the parties involved. And this I definitely was assuming would not be allowed to happen, that I would finally, after all the many years of waiting and searching for you, my Beloved, only to discover that you were, indeed, in a relationship with someone else.
And when I have asked my Guides and the Higher Forces of Light, in my confusion, frustration [putting it very mildly] about this apparent confusing situation, of why have you, like a carrot, been “dangled” in front of me, as if to “emotionally torture” me with something so awesome, so wonderful, of your love and being able to be in a relationship with you, as I had felt so strongly was definitely going to occur once I finally met you.
(But, as the Masters reminded me, as you, yourself, pointed out to me when I spoke to you right after I had done your Reading for you, that if it had not been for you having first met Jasper, you would not have moved to Florida and had a chance to come to my Event at the Cosmic Center, and been able to finally meet me [and this point is very significant], which is why you realized this and had specifically mentioned it to me at least once or twice during my conversation with you; and this is obviously why, that under the circumstances, this aspect of assuming that you, my Twin Flame, would not have [normally] been in another relationship when I finally did actually meet you.)
Throughout the many years and decades of doing this spiritual work, of doing so many thousands of personal 90 min. Transformational Readings for so many fellow Light Workers/”Ground Crew” members. That even though it has become in more recent years much more difficult for the Masters to be able to predict the exact date and time that something is definitely Destined to occur, in “matters of the heart” and “relationship Insights”, they have always been very accurate, as it always turns out, when they predict what will occur when one specifically asks them about who one is Destined to be with, as verses who is Destined not to forever be with. Yes, one’s “free will “ is always considered in all situations, but depending upon how perfectly “in-alignment” one’s conscious self is, with what their own Higher Self may be more aware of and of what would really be the best for themselves and for the planet/Mother Earth-Gaia, are often “out of sync” because of the conscious emotions, plans and decisions that the conscious self has made or is presently experiencing.
The Masters reminded me about some of the excellent articles that I had also read about the subject of Twin Flames, and how when Twin Flames start to now meet and link back up, that often one of the Twin Flames will happen to be presently in a very committed relationship with someone else [who may just be one of their soul mates] and because of the intense “magnetic love attraction” of the Twin Flames, this very force of intense love and attraction, and because they have a Destined mission & relationship together, which only Twin Flames can do, the other relationship will ultimately break up (they also explained to me, that in these cases, the other person will also, ultimately meet their own Twin Flame, so that no one ever really has to “emotionally suffer” for very long.
Also, which I feel and sense very strongly (and the Masters have strongly verified this), is now occurring for you, that you are definitely, “vibrationally, energetically” NOT the same person you were that first stepped into the Cosmic Center on Sat., the 11th, right before my first Workshop. As anyone else who is very “Attuned” to where a person’s consciousness-awareness vibrational level has been, like yourself, and you decide to go to two days of Workshops, and to also experience a personal 90 min. Transformational Channeled Reading as you then also did on Thursday, and then with what I very sincerely shared with you right after that of my feelings, etc. about you; all of this intense and powerful “energetic ‘crash course” of info. & the Higher Energies associated with such knowledge & info. cannot help but powerfully change/alter your consciousness, so that where you are now beginning to operate on is totally on a much Higher frequency level than you were prior to coming to the Cosmic Center.
This is, of course, actually, in matters of “spiritual evolution” of the soul/spirit, and “body-mind-spirit integration” a wonderfully awesome situation for you and your Higher Spiritual growth. But as I look back on all the many years of conducting these type of Workshops and of having done thousands of personal Transformational Readings for fellow Light Workers, whenever someone has experienced this very same thing, of experiencing the Workshops & Reading, and they happen to be in a relationship that seems or appears “stable & secure”, and their partner does not also experience the Workshops & Readings, within a short period of time, as they continue to naturally, spiritually “jump”/much more rapidly move into Higher vibrational levels of Spiritual Consciousness, they ultimately discover that that they can no longer continue to operate on the lever that they used to with their former/present partner. And they have to make a decision of whether they will continue to more rapidly evolve into Higher levels, or whether they will suppress this newer, Higher (and more Empowered level of awareness) to somehow attempt to “put the geni back in the bottle” (which is impossible to do, “cause once the geni gets out of the bottle, there’s no getting her back in”) . Yes, I have seen/observed this, time and time again, as I just shared, it is impossible for anyone who has experienced these types of “consciousness altering” info, to ever go back to where they were, in their personal life, of where they were before they experienced the Workshops and the Reading. And their relationship with their partner is definitely always going to change from where it had been before.
I Am only sharing with you, Shelby, what I have observed that so many others have indeed gone through, as their spiritual growth is rapidly sped up as compared to where their partner had been before. And yes, one always hopes that their partner can also, just as much, “jump” those levels as well. And maybe there was a few rare instances, in past years that their partner might have been able to [only partially] be able to “keep up with” this newer, more powerful awareness, but this was very extremely rare. And now, especially, in more recent years and months, as the planetary frequency of Mother Earth-Gaia rapidly accelerates in her Planetary Ascension, what with all these much newer and more powerful Cosmic Energies now hitting the planet (that has never existed in the Universe before), which is stepping up this whole process even more powerfully than before, on this more personal level, of one’s relationships, as one does raise their awareness level (as you have done) it is particularly becoming impossible for one to continue to operate where they did before, once this type of Higher info. is presented to them, this powerfully, physiologically, energetically causes them to shift their consciousness into this Higher level, and, as stated, their former relationship with their present “significant other” will definitely cause major shifts and ways of relating between the two. So often, when this does, inevitably occur, they do not understand why this is happening and they attempt to salvage it, of trying to “keep the relationship together” like it was. But that really is not possible, as they continue to more rapidly grow and shift their consciousness into this higher state of being. And they think or assume that if they can be “unconditionally loving enough” that this will, somehow “turn things around”. But it has nothing to do with how much or how little they are “loving their present partner”. It has only to do with the fact that their Higher Self is attempting to make it clear to them that they have fulfilled whatever they were supposed to have experienced with their present/former partner, and now their newer life path & mission is starting to open up for them if they will but truly Discern and pay attention to what Divine Creation/God/Goddess and the Higher Light Forces are attempting to tell them.
Please understand that I truly do respect you, Shelby, and would do nothing, myself, to interfere with your relationship with Jasper (no matter how much I deeply wish I could be with you in a relationship), and in sharing all of this with you, is only what the Masters are sharing with me to pass on to you, because they want/wish for you to allow yourself, in your true unconditional love & compassion for all humanity, and in the ability to “see the bigger picture” and of your unfolding Destiny and fulfilling of your mission for being in Earth embodiment.
I hope that you have had a chance to play back the copy of your recorded Reading, and will do so a number of times, as this is what allows those uniquely “customized” Higher Light Encodements to begin to help Activate your DNA/RNA for your mission. Also, many people have mentioned to me that when they did play it back a number of times, that they started to actually hear other information being mentioned that they did not originally hear when they first experienced their session in person.
I really look forward to receiving a copy of the photo that was taken of you and I together at the Cosmic Center; this is very precious to me, since at least I can look at your beautiful smile and to remember what an awesome honor and privilege it truly was to meet you and have a chance to share with you what I sincerely did. Again, I Am sorry if in sharing all of this. my feelings for you, has caused any awkwardness for you, but I Am only being sincere in my feelings and a desire that you will be able to fulfill your own mission that you came back this final life to fulfill. I also definitely feel that I would not have even met you or been “allowed” to meet you in this life now, if you and I did not have a powerful and wonderfully fulfilling Destiny together.
I would love to be able to speak to you some time over the phone if you are sometime guided to call me. Because my cell phone coverage here in this area of Florida is not always the best, we may have to “play phone tag”, but I do look forward to one day connecting with you more. Many Blessings!
Much Love and light,
One cannot imagine my joyous excitement to have finally heard from her and that she was feeling the same intense feelings of love for me, as I was for her and a desire to be with me. And we have spoken to each other a number of times each day since then over the phone. And it is so incredibly Awesome to be able to share with each other, completely anything we want to, without anything or any subject being “forbidden” or “off bounds” It feels so wonderfully comfortable to speak to my Other Half, to know that she really “gets me” and understands me on such a deep and powerful level, which only Twin-Flames can feel and experience 24/7.
What is interesting, that even though originally when she had invited me to come stay with her (and her partner, Jasper) on Sat., Nov. 11th right after I first met her, I had felt that this would be too “awkward” to do so. All of a sudden in the last few days, these feelings of “awkwardness” has gone away, and I had gotten a strong Inner Guidance from my Guides & Higher Light Forces to go ahead and go over to stay with her & Jasper in the extra bedroom that happens to be available, and to ask Shelby to help me to set up some events in her area.
I suddenly realized, as I explained to her, and she was very excited about this, that I will be her “private tutor”, and spend a lot of time “teaching” and sharing with her all kinds of metaphysical knowledge, the Cosmic Color meditation, and many other techniques that she is so passionately interested in. And according to her, that even though Jasper isn’t really interested very much in these type of subjects, he is very supportive of her and will be totally okay with me doing this, that he is a very “mellow’ type of person, and that she can spend as much time as she wants “learning” from me, just as he had driven her across Florida to be able to attend my Workshops and get her Reading, even though he never attended the Workshops, himself.
Also, the Higher Light Forces have shared with me about what Shelby can do, to very powerfully, but “subtly”, help Jasper and her to end their relationship without there having to be any really big “emotionally” difficult situation occurring. And they told me about this newer Elohim Consciousness Technologies that are connected with the newer “dual action, double seater” Accelerator Chair, which they are now utilizing that will help make this “relationship transition” fairly smooth, without it being so difficult, and which will help to stop Jasper from experiencing a “broken heart” or excess “emotional stress”.
It is all very exciting, and it will be so awesome and wonderful to finally be able to be with Shelby, my Twin-Flame, very soon. I leave on the Greyhound bus from the West side of Florida, this coming Thursday, to go over to where Shelby lives in New Smyrna Beach. It should be quite an “adventure”.
I know that this email has turned out to be quite long, but I felt I wanted to share more of the details of what I had experienced, and that I wanted to inspire others who may be cynical or skeptical that I would ever actually meet my Twin-Flame, or that it is even possible for them to also meet their own Beloved in the future. Let this be an example, that if we truly believe strong enough, and keep our Faith, that God will fulfill our greatest Innermost Heart’s desire.
By the way, and this is also True, that while many may think that the little angelic beings known as the “cupids” are just some made up, mythical, fictional beings. But earlier this year, they came to me and introduced themselves to me, as they hovered nearby, with their “bows & arrows”. There was four of them manifesting before me, with them being about a foot tall, and near to them was some kind of small container, which they proceeded to “dip” their arrows into”, and they informed me, telepathically, that when I [finally] met my Twin-Flame, that they would be there to “fire their arrows into her and my heart” to guarantee that she and I would truly be reunited without anything getting in the way or stopping it. And they also said that the container that I saw them “dip” the tip of their arrows into, contained the “energetic-etheric counterpart of the actual, original “Love Potent #9” that had actually existed during the time of Atlantis, and because the imbalanced forces tried to get a hold of it to be used to “emotionally manipulate” people’s relationships, the Higher Light angelic forces removed it from Earth, and “God’s little angelic love army” (the cupids) were utilizing it now to help bring together and more powerfully reunite all Twin-Flame/Twin Soul Mate couples together over the next few years. They explained that originally there had been 8 other, earlier, less powerful “love enhancers & potions” that had been created to help harmonize relationships, and then the final one, #9, was much more powerful, and Energetically is being used in what they call, “Operation Love Connection”/” IntergalacticMatch.com” [not a real website, just a cute phrase] to help reunite all Divine Couples back together.
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